BAD girl GOOD boy (a Shawn Mendes fan fiction)

Missing

It's been a month since I seen Shawn. Liam threatened to kill him if I ever saw or talked to him. I was really scared I wanted my Shawn back. God I miss him. I wonder how he was doing right now. Probably worried about me or looking for me. I wish I could just see him one more time before Liam kidnapped me.

I hated being here with Liam. He always made me take these pills every day so I would sleep with him. I was working on a plan to fake my trip and force myself to sleep with him.

I was never allowed to leave his side. Even when I had to go to the bathroom he followed and I had to shower with him. Well not really shower cause all he wanted was sex all the time. In the kitchen, on the counter, in the shower, in the car, in his room, while I was drugged, and while I was drunk.

Although, he was really good; I was tired of it and he was far from being gentle with me. He was too aggressive.

I was ready to go back home to my family and boyfriend. I missed my parents yelling at me about stupid stuff and I missed my sister so much we were just starting to bond and my stupid annoying brother even though he gets on my nerves I do miss him a lot. He was only super obnoxious when I was introducing Shawn because of what happened with me and Liam before.

My brother was protective in a weird type of way. He was really the only person who could stand up to Liam but he was never really scared of my brother. I was just really hoping for a rescue soon. I couldn't stand being here any longer.

And Shawn. Oh, how I missed him. I missed how his smile warmed my heart and his hugs so welcoming and comforting and when he kissed me it was like fireworks were set off every time. Dating him had to be the most amazing thing ever just being in his presence made me feel so good.

But I couldn't see him or be with him because I was missing. I wondered if I would ever see any of my family again and I hoped that I saw Shawn again.