Temporary Fix (L.G)

five

Olivia's POV

I sat in Lip's bed, the comforter wrapped around my shoulders. My hair was sticking out in all directions as the faded lines on each of my wrists came into view. 

The door crept open, seeing the red hair of Debbie holding a mug of coffee and two eggos on a plate, she sent me a smile as I gladly returned it

" Here, Fiona made you some coffee" She said as I grabbed the mug and plate

" Thanks Debs" I mumbled as she stared at me, sadness filling her eyes as she wiped her eyes

" Are you okay Liv?" She asked me nervously

" I-i'm fine" I said, which was a plain out lie 

" I'll go back downstairs now, call Fi if you need her" Debbie said, leaving the room as I slowly watched the door close. I pulled off the comforter as I climbed down the ladder leaving me in only my Harry Potter shirt and nothing else 

I walked towards the door opening it up slightly to see Ian heading down the hallway, I sent him a weak smile as I opened up the door the whole way. Ian shook his head as he pulled me into a tight hug

" Liv, it's okay, you'll be okay" He cooed, running his hands through my hair 

I nodded as I nuzzled my head in Ian's chest, he pulled away as he set his hands on my shoulders

" You look like shit" He said as I rolled my eyes

" Gee thanks Ian" I laughed, pushing past him as Lip stood in front of me 

" Really, no pants today?" He asked

" No pants are the best pants Gallagher" I retorted as I sprinted into the bathroom making Lip groan. I rummaged through the medicine cabinet, looking for my anti-depresents. I noticed the packet making me bring it out to see nothing in there

" Shit, shit,shit" I whispered as my breaths started getting shorter and shorter. I knew a panic attack was coming along which wasn't good. I tried taking deep breaths but couldn't

I slid against the wall as I pulled my knees up to my chest, loud sobs escaping my lips as voices were heard at the other side of the door

" Who's in the bathroom?" Debbie's voice asked

" LIv is, why?"

" Because whoever is in there is crying" Carl responded as frantic bangs came to the door

" OLIVIA OPEN THE GOD DAMN DOOR, LIV" Lip yelled as I shook my head and even more sobs came out 

" Someone grab the crow bar, we're getting in there" Fiona said as footsteps ran down the stairs

" Liv, it's Ian" A voice whispered from the other side, I crawled over to the door and leant against it

" Ian, I-I can't do it anymore, not without Chris" I cried

" Liv, you can I know you can. You're one of the strongest people I know" Ian replied

" Ian, maybe i'm better off dead" I said as I started getting choked up 

" Don't you say that, don't you fucking say that" Ian said as I reached up to the door and unlocked it, opening it slightly to see Ian staring at me with wet cheeks

" Ian" I whispered as I crawled towards him, my bottle of pills in one hand

" Liv, do you need anymore of those?" He asked, pointing to the bottle as I slowly nodded my head. I heard someone run up the stairs, revealing Lip holding a crow bar

" She opened the door" Ian said as Lip dropped it to the ground. I got up off the floor just as Lip pulled me into a hug, he nuzzled his head on my shoulder as sobs escaped his lips

" I can't lose you Liv, I-I just can't" He whispered as he directed me to our room. Ian handed me my coffee mug as I took a small sip

" I'll go and get some of these for you later" Ian said, taking the bottle away from me as I nodded my head.

" Come on, up we go" Lip said, helping me up the ladder as I placed the plate of eggos on my lap and started eating, Lip placed himself beside me as he leant his head against the wall

I did the same as I took another sip, I closed my eyes as my breaths started getting more regular. I leant my head on Lip's shoulder as music played from my open laptop. Lip rested his head on top of mine as a silence filled the room, the only sound being the music 

" Lip? Once you graduate are we going to see one another?" I asked as Lip looked at me 

" What do you mean?"

" Like at college, you're probably going to be doing an english course and there's going to be lots of girls there. Maybe you won't have time for me" I sighed as Lip laid the comforter across our laps 

" None of them would compare to you Liv, you're my best friend" He said as I smiled at him 

" Thanks Lip" I smiled as I pulled the comforter up

" No problem Liv" He smiled as he pecked my forehead 

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" You got everything Liv?" Fiona asked as I nodded

" If I don't I can just come back" I smiled, tucking a strand of hair behind my ear as I walked out the front door and walked to the Malkovich household, Mandy had invited me over for a girls night seeing as her dad and most of her brothers were gone, the only ones at home were probably going to be Mickey, Mandy and I. 

I knocked on the rotting wooden door making it fly open, revealing Mandy with a bright smile on her face

" Come in, come in I'm making popcorn" She said as I walked in, seeing Mickey lying on one of the couches shirtless

I smirked to myself as I crouched beside him

" Mickey Malkovich don't want anybody else

When he thinks about Ian gallagher he touches himself" I sang making Mickey's fists fly 

" Fuck off Olivia" He complained as I grinned and skipped over to the couch where Mandy was setting up our snacks and drinks 

" I'd rather not Mousekovich" I laughed as Mandy turned on the DVD player

" What are we watching?" Mickey groaned

" We're watching the notebook" She responded as Mickey groaned once again

" I fucking hate that movie" Mickey complained

" Just shut your mouth and watch the fucking movie" I said in a stern voice as I brought my hair out of it's ponytail

" You know what you'd suit Liv, bangs"

" Like the fringe?" I asked as Mandy nodded

" She'd look like a 10 year old"

" It beats looking like a 6 year old in a wife beater" I responded, referring to Mickey and his stupid haircut 

" Once the movie finishes, i'll do it" Mandy exclaimed in an excited tone 

I nodded my head at the excited Malkovich girl as I turned to face Mickey and pulled a face making him pull one right back