He Loves Me

23.Forgiveness

      "DADDY IS HERE!"I hear Ray screeming as he approached the door.

My dad who left us all alone had returned. Ray tried to run towards the audi from which my dad just got down but I hold his hand firmly not letting him go.

      "Rosie let me go near daddy " Ray pleeds but I only tighten my hold.

       "Rosie what's going on" mom says and comes and stands next to me and loudly gasps and widens her eyes in shock.

        "Warren " my mom mouths and I look at my dad who was smiling lightly.

I saw how my mom reacted after dad left us.she was broken and she was depressed and now he's here again to make her cry.

      "Mr.Anderson please leave without making my mother cry again " I say glaring at my dad.

Honestly I am mad at him for leaving us but we were really close before so I can't help but wish that things would turn back to normal when we were a happy family but I think it's too late for that now.

       "Daddy no don't leave please don't " I hear Ray saying in a sad tone which hit my soft spot soon.

      "Emma I'm soo sorry my darling I was wrong " my dad says looking at my mom holding his hands together almost pleading.

      "And Ray and Rosie im so sorry I left you guys,the past few days without the three of you have been the worst days of my entire life,I shouldn't have left there was too much of pressure on my head because of all my office work and then when your mom couldn't understand me it was just - I'm just so sorry please forgive me and let me come back home where I belong with you guys" he says honesty guilt and sadness filled in each word he uttered.

My heartaches to see my dad sad but what are we to do now.

     "Daddy I forgive you"Ray says and hugs dad removing from my grip and dad carries him.

Suddenly I hear my mom starting to sob behind me.

       "I forgive you too Warren please don't ever leave us alone again " my mom says and gets close to dad and hugs him tight and let's all the tears roll down.

Ray and mom both keep hugging dad but I just stand there with tears pouting down my cheeks nonstop.

       "Rosie my darling" dad removed himself from mom's and rays hug and walks towards me and hugs me I can't help but cry and hug him back.

      "I hate you for leaving us " I say

      "And I hate myself for leaving you'll"

And then Ray comes and pushes me aside and hugs dad tight making me and dad smile a little.

      "Daddy I made mom bake brownies because you told me that you're gonna come back"

      "You knew" I say in chorus with mom.

       "Yes at night when you both slept I always spoke to daddy" Ray says

Wow I'm a horrible child compared to Ray.

       "Ray you are the best " dad says and looks at me.

       "But I still love rosie more cuz she was born first " my dad says making me smile.

A big burden which was in my heart is released now. Dad is back,we are complete now.

       "That is not fair everybody loves Rosie" Ray says hitting his legs on the ground.

      "Trust me they all love you more " I say

      "Ok ok enough we love both of you the same come on now we'll go inside now and finish those brownies " mom says happily the beautiful smile that was lost in her face has finally returned.

      "Mom you are such a nice person " I say out loud without even knowing it.

      "And why is that" she asks

      "You forgave dad so easily" I say.

      "Ofcourse I will always forgive him like he does for the mistakes I make. We can all make mistakes in life but when one truly repents, we should learn to forgive and forget. Without dad our family isn't complete,so I will do anything to keep up to the vows we made the day we got married" my mom says

       "Forever and always " my dad says after her and smiles at her.

The amount of times I've been inspired by my mom and dad are uncountable.

        "I love you guys soo much " I say feeling like the happiest girl alive.

       "Can we please go in an eat them brownies up please "Ray says looking up at us.

       "Yes please c'mon let's go inside"my dad says and we walk into our house and I close the door behind us.suddenly my phone vibrates and I take it out of my pocket.

1 message from Adrian.my heart starts racing again.

     "I hope I didn't sound too cheesy or whatsoever, I was not intending to sound so :)"

I almost forgot the piece of paper he gave me,

I open it up and smile looking at his beautiful handwriting and start reading it..

Lesson for life
    Though it is hard learn to forgive and forget.we are human,we all make mistakes but we should learn to accept our faults.
                                                      -❤S