Wednesday~
I haven't touched my arms in the past four days. I told Matt and the boys they all cried and my dad went crazy but he got over it because I promised him I'd stop. Luckily I stayed away from all the girls who bullied me so there was nothing for me to be upset about, Beau sat next to me in all my classes so I was always happy. When school was finished we were going to my house all the boys to hang out.
Home with the boys~
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"Aw look at the cuties!" Luke said recording me and Beau as I gave him a quick kiss. We were in the couch and I was sitting on beaus lap.
"So yeah new video out this week so stay tuned" luke said to his phone and smiled with his mouth open, the keek ended and he just scrolled through twitter after he uploaded it.
I took out my phone and checked my twitter I haven't checked it in like a month. I opened te app and I checked my profile, I gained like 50k followers the last time I checked it I have like 300 now I have 53k.
"How did I get so many followers?" I asked out loud for everyone to hear.
"Uhh we may have tagged you in some tweets" daniel said
"Okay then" I said returning to my phone. There were a bunch of people asking me to tell the boys to follow them. I typed in beaus profile and followed and checked out his account I saw his profile picture which was me and him kissing I smiled that was cute. I checked out the other boys profiles and followed them I was only following like 50 people.
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At about 6pm the boys went home so I just watched Tv for the time passing. At 10pm I got tired so I went upstairs and went to sleep, Beau texted me goodnight so I said it back and I went to sleep.
***Morning~
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I woke up at 5:30 am and was freezing. I checked outside and it was snowing a lot. There must of been a foot of snow. The phone rang so I ran downstairs to get it, it said it was my school, after I picked it up it said school was canceled for te next week and the rest of this week, I was so happy I was litterally jumping. I ran upstairs and I checked my phone.
Text message conversation
Beau: so did u hear about school :p
Me: yeah pretty happy
Beau: yeah me too
Me: so what are you doing up so early? :p
Beau: I'd have to ask you the same thing babe :p
Me: haha guess my body's got enough sleep :p
Beau: well I doubt I'm going back to sleep wanna hang out?
Me: haha but it's 5:30, and snowing?
Beau: so? Nothing's keeping me from my girl
Me: ur so sweet, I guess
Beau: great be over in 5 <3
Me: haha bye
End of text conversation
I just lied there staring at the ceiling with my bed covers on, about 5 minutes later my phone went off.
1 new message from Beau
Beau: here babe :p
Me: haha I'm coming
End
I went downstairs and opened the door beau had snow all on him and only a hoodie keeping him warm. I giggled and grabbed Beaus hand and pulled him upstairs. I went to my room and gestured him to the bed so he sat down, I went to my bathroom and got Beau a towel.
"Hi" I said giving him the towel looking into his eyes.
"Hi" Beau said smiling and taking the towel out of my hands.
"Babe aren't you cold?" I asked Beau.
"S-so?" He said shivering.
"Beau" I said sitting down next to him.
Beau dried himself with the towel and I took his soaked hoodie and but it in the hamper, as have him new clothes.
"Was it that bad?" I asked him looking through my drawers.
"What is bad?" He said giggling. I just smiled and threw him some new socks. We cuddled and watched Tv and it was about 6:30am now.
I told Alex, Matt and dad that we had no school and I went back to my room. Beau was sleeping it was like 6:45 he was so cute when he slept. I slid under my covers and cuddled with him. I felt him wake up and pull me closer to him.
"I wanna tell you something" beau said into my neck
"Sure babe" I said
"I wanna make a promise to you" he said as he slightly pushed me away so he can look at me. After about 10 seconds of just looking into each other's eyes but went to get something in his wet coat on the floor he pulled out a ring.
"This is my promise to you" Beau said pausing sitting on my bed as I was on his lap with my hands on my mouth and he never took eyes contact off my face.
"My promise that I'm always going to be here for you, my promise that if you ever need me I'll be here, my promise that I will always protect you and let nothing hurt you, my promise to help you in hard times. My promise to always love you... My promise to one day make you fine forever, my wife" Beau said so softly I was now crying a river. Beau put it on me and kissed him after I jumped on him,
"I love you to much beau" I said sobbing into his shoulder with tears of joy
"i love you more baby" beau said. I pecked his neck and continued to gently sob into his neck.
"don't cry baby" he said
"i'm happy though" i said.
"i love you" beau said
"i love you too" i said snifling into his shirt.
We started relaxing, my head on his chest our legs tangled together, his strong arms wrapped securly around my waist and my hands on his chest. Beau every once and a while kissed my head. Beaus grip on my began to become loose and his breathing rested and had a relaxed his breathing became heavier i slowly moved my head to see if he was asleep, his eyes were closed. Beau's grip was loose enough for me to escape, i escaped and got up to change, i went over to my closet and entered it. i looked in one of my drawers and found a sweater that was fairly long, i look off my pants and shirt and put on the light brown sweater, it was so comfy, i took out long socks and put them on i put them so they were sagging half way up my calves. My sweater was long but definetly not long enough to year out, it went right under my bottom so my thighs were exposed. After i exited beau was resting he was so cute when he slept. I snuck over to him and gently pecked his lips. Beaus eyes slowly opened as i slowly backed away, when he saw me he quickly grabbed my waist and pulled me to him, causing our lips to crash together.
"who said to stop" beaus raspy voice said, which made me smile, he pecked my lips and then tighted his grip on my waist, i rested my head on his chest.
