It's been a week since I saw beau I didn't do anything I didn't go out I didn't exit my room all that much . I was laying in my bed and my dad knocked and came in I sat up as he sat on the bed
"Are you okay?" My dad asks
"Yeah why?" I asked
"You haven't exited your room in a week and you didn't sneak out to see beau" my dad said
"Why do you care" I said mumbled dropping my upper body so I was laying down
"You know I purposed to your mother when she was 17 . We had a beautiful relationship we always got along " my dad said, clearing his throat trying to clear the chocked up ness and push the tears back "until she died" my dad whispered the tears escaping his eyes I quickly wrap my arms around him and hug him, and I start crying.
"I'm sorry I got remarried I'm sorry mom had to leave so soon I'm sorry we're not rich I'm sorry I discriminated against beau I just want you to be safe and happy and I want to protect you I can't loose my other girl" my dad said crying as he hugged me
"Dad it's not your fault" I said crying too. My dad let go so we were face to face
"I know but I want you to be happy and I want you to be safe and protected , I've seen the way beau looks at you the way he hugs you and holds you , that was just like how I did to your mother " my dad said
"I want you and beau to get married I want you guys to have kids I want you to be happy and you look safe and protected when you're with him , be with him" my dad said
"We fought dad. Beau came home at 3 am and he said 9 and I saw lipstick on his cheek and he said he didn't cheat on me and I believe him but I just don't know what to do" I said
"Go with you're heart is there anyone else like beau?" My dad said as he got up and left my room . No there is no one like beau but I don't know if I'm ready to go back . My phone started ringing and I picked it up
"Hello?"
"GI PLEASE COME HERE BEAUS GOING CRAZY BEAU WANTS YOU" luke yelled I could hear banging in the background
"Okay I'm coming " I said
I ran out the house and to there house I opened the door and there was beau and luke trying to hold him back from causing anymore damage to anything. I looked around and saw a broken lamp glass on the floor the couch was flipped to the side and a broken chair and a dent in the wall above it .
"YOU HAVE TO CALM DOWN" luke yelled pounding at beaus chest
"SHUT UP" beau yelled
"What are you doing here?" Beau spat asked
"Luke give me a second please?" I asked and luke left the room
"What do you want?" Beau asked scoffing
"I'm here to calm you down"
"You left me" beau said
"Did you forget what you did?" I asked beau didn't reply . I starred at beaus body he looked pale skinny and tired bags under his eyes .
"I-I CAN'T DO THIS ANYMORE GIANNA WHAT ARE WE ANYMORE EVERYTIME YOU LEAVE IM DESTROYED YOU RUINED MY LIFE" beau yelled . It felt like I got stabbed in the heart I ruined his life?
"I guess we weren't meant to be , if we continue to fight and you don't take the relationship seriously just a little bit we can't do this anymore if I ruined you're life I probably should just leave for good , but beau life has its consequences " I said
I looked in his eyes and saw rage pain guilt and . I just wanted to kiss him and make it all better but I can't it's not how it works .
"I had a great time with you" I said taking a step closer to him so our bodies were touching almost our noses . " my first time was with you . You taught me how to love but I guess not to love you , I didn't regret anything because it was amazing I loved us but if this is going to continue we can't I'm sorry " I said kissing his cheek I slowly took the ring off my finger and put it in his hands "I'm sorry " I whispered beau covered his mouth as he remember this meant we were suppose to be together , beau collapsed to his knees and screamed
"GIANNA I LOVE YOU" beau yelled crying I started to cry now beau hasn't been like this it's really bad "I HAVEN'T BEEN ABLE TO SLEEP I CAN'T EAT I JUST CAN'T DO ANYTHING WITHOUT YOU I JUST NEED TO BE ABLE TO BE WITH YOU AGAIN I M MISERABLE JUST PLEASE HELP ME " beau yelled as beau was still on his knees
"Beau I ju-" I was speechless,
"I love you too" I whispered kneeling down next to him and kissing him and I left I was almost heart broken my love for him is endless but this can't continue like this .
One week later
I talked to beau a few times but didnt see him. My phone rang and I picked up
"Hello?" I asked
"Gianna?" Luke asked sniffling
"Hey luke what's wrong ?"
"I-it's beau" luke said as soon as I heard that my heart dropped
"What happened ? " I asked
" we found him passed out in his room we're in the er right now " luke said
" okay I'm coming now " I said
I just ran out the house and grabbed keys and drove to the hospital
"Uhm beau brooks" I said sniffling and wipping my eyes
"Room 307 " the lady said
"Thank you " i said
"You're welcome " the lady said
I ran to the room and opened the door all the boys were here and Gina , my eyes started flooding at the sight beau in a hospital bed . I went over to hug Gina and I cried on her shoulder and she rubbed my bed everyone else was crying .
"I'm sorry guys but can I talk to beau alone?" I asked they nodded and left , I pulled over a chair and sat next to beau I held his hand
"Hi beau" I said smiling " you're so handsome " I said stroking his cheek and then my own to wipe the tears away " I-I don't know how this happened but I really hope you're okay" I took a pause and winced then I remembered what my dad said 'is there anyone else like beau?' No "beau I love you I really do it's been hard without you too and just don't forget that I love you " I said then I heard a ton a ring that was the same my heart stopped and dropped "ma'am you have to leave the doctor said gesturing me out "NO BEAU" I yelled. Once I was outside I grabbed onto luke and screamed in his chest.
"NO THIS CANT BE HAPPENING ITS NOT HAPPENING" I yelled luke wrapped his arms around me I said a quick prayer and calmed down.
"We got him" the doctor said relieved me as well beau still wasn't awake though
"What exactly happened?" I asked
"beau was dehydrated and starving " Gina said all still crying we sat in the er I still held beaus hand as I watched his heart beat and smiled I just loved him I felt a tight squeeze on my hand and I looked at beau and his eyes started to flutter
"Beau " I said smiling and crying
" hi Gianna " beau said smiling and holding my hand everyone else greeted him and stuff and I went back to holding his hand
"Beau I'm sorry I shouldn't of left you I love you " beau smiled
"I love you too will you be my girlfriend?" Beau asked
"Beau I still am" I said smiling and kissing his lips
