karfef <3 story

A CONFUSING FEELING

Karkats pov~

after feferi helped me back onto the shore, i guess u can say my feelings for her got stronger. i wish i could tell her how i feel but believe it or not im fucking scared about what she will do, i mean she was in quardrents with eridan and sollux and i think im just in the *friend zone* as dave calls it.

i see kanaya saying something to fef which makes her blush, probably just complementing her on saving me or whatever. i just cant wait to go home, where my rom-com's and comfy bed are waiting for me.

before things get to confusing, we moved to earth round about after the game was won, i didnt feel like alternia was much of a home before it and after the game it just was a heep of usless shit i didnt want to be a part of. it was surprising of the fuckwit john to invite us to stay on his useless planet called earth with him and the other humans, at first i wasnt sure but when everyone else agreed and i decided it was best for the team. the happiest out of us all was feferi (no fucking shit), i think this was mostly because she got to experiance the human ocean, but she says its " a new c)(ance to start over for all of us". i didnt think much of it then but holy shit was she correct in saying it was a new start. for everyone else it was another chance to do things over just differently, for me it was realizing i had feelings for the princess. eventually the fuck asses dave and john caught on and started teasing me about it, but now they have agreed to try and help me get with fef. they said that they'd be my "wing men".... whatever the fuck that means.

anyway enough on how we got here, nobody really gives a shit anyway to beguin with as they all along with me want to forget about alternia. we didnt move her alone obviously, some other trolls that lived on alternia also decided to move to earth, including mine and everyone elses *family* as the humans call it. unfortunately for me this means i have to call my ancestor and dancestor brother and dad. holy fuck was it weird for the first 3 months, but eventually i got used to it. my brother kankri has also found out due to what he calls his " powers of observation".. yeah hes a fucking nerd. hes promised me though that he wont tell anyone about my flushed crush on fef, i know i can trust him because i told him that if he told anyone about it, that it would trigger me. oh boy did he fall for it fucking hard, kankri has a huge pet pieve about people triggering other peole. he says its necesary, i say its a waste of gog damn time.

oh shit im rambling, this is normally what happens when i have no outlet to focus all my attention on.

but something catches my eye, feferi was coming towards me holding what seemed to be a shell. ok vantas, dont fuck this up!

fef- "hey crabcatch"

oh shit that nickname, i pretend i hate it but it seems to fit me just right, and i love it when fef uses it.

kar- " hey fef, what are you holding?"

fef- "something i wanted to give to you, from my end of the hemospectrum to yours"

she hands me the horse conch she found while under the water before the accident happened. i hesitantly take it

kar- "you dont have to give me anything"

fef- "i know, but i felt like i needed to. now have some fun, were at the beach"

she smiles her normal happy smile and goes off to play with kanaya in the water. for a little while i smile, thats not like me. im the one thats always crumpy, i never smile. but little by little....

feferi peixes is changing that.