Hindi mapagkakailang pangit ang reputation ng campus namin when it comes to student's atittudes. Not to mention that it is full of gangsters. But that's not the point. That was two years ago.I'm trying to scare away black sheeps and keep the good one's. Inaamin ko madami ng nagdrop dahil sa kagagawan ko. Hindi pwedeng masira ang lahat dahil lng nahawa sa isang bulok na kamatis.
Naglalakad ako sa hallway. All proud and confident. Hindi din ako katulad ng ibang kontrabida na laging may alipores para lang mapakitang mas angat sila. Hindi din ako tulad ng mababait na student that had a huge circle of friends. I had once,when i was 2nd year. Si Leslie. We are inseperable. She goes where i go. Sabay kami pumasok, maglunch, umuwi,everything. She is like my best bud.
But the time came when she did something terrible,on my part. She always say that i'm perfect. That i'm fortunate and had everything i want. She thought she can't keep up on me. Hindi nya na daw kaya na i-compare sya sa akin. I never thought i am what she thinks. Hindi nya kailangan maging perpekto para maging kaibigan ko. Insecurities ate her whole. Sawang sawa na daw sya na maging background ng buhay ko. I never wish na maging ganito. Hindi ko iniisip na mas special ako kahit kanino. I'm just a typical student who wanted to learn, to laugh when i'm bored, to cry when i'm hurt, to eat with other student around me,to be simple yet unique. Pero bakit hindi nya nakita yun? Bakit kailangan nya akong i-degrade just to be like her? Yes,siniraan nya ako. She wanted to find all my imperfections.
All my popularity pulls her down,that's what she tought.
And why did she do all those things? Para daw hindi ako mawala sa kanya. I'm such an idiot to believe that.Right?
" Go back to your rooms!" Sigaw ng VP ng council namin. " Oh good morning Miss P." Bati nya na nakangiti. Her face,mukhang art canvass. Abstract!
Psshh sipsip! Kung alam ko lang. Sya ang president ng haters club ko. Pakitang tao lang pag andito ako. I know her rotten secrets. Ayoko lang sya ibuko at ipahiya dahil madadamay ang buong school body.
Tik tak tik tak.
Patingin tingin lang ako sa wall clock sa harap. Tagal matapos ng klase. Nakasalumbaba lang ako at kunwaring nakikinig sa teacher.
Tik tak tik ta---
" Pst."
Not now.
"Pst."
Wala ako sa mood para ipahiya ang sinumang nambato sa akin ng papel.
I raised my hands.
"Yes miss Montecarlo? "
"Can i kill--- i mean can i excuse myself? Mag-ccr lang po."
"Yes.Please."
Tumayo na ako. Here's a thing. I hate studying. Hindi ako bobo o ano. Nakakatamad lang talaga. Hayy nako sinong niloko ko?
Anyways.Pumasok ako sa cubicle at umupo sa tiolet bowl. Nilabas ko yung Ipod ko at nakinig ng music. Hindi naman ganun kalakas yung volume kaya naririnig ko parin kung may pumapasok.
I was just thinking to what happened that time when someone entered.
I heard someone's footsteps. No,wait. Not just someone. I heard faint conversation.
" No one's here,com--- " A girl said at kumalabog ang kabilang cubicle. Then a girl moaned.
Really?
Aga aga. Tsk. It's none of my business---if i'm not the president. What in the eff are they doing? Hinayaan ko munang matapos ang kanta bago ako tumayo. What? As if naman aalis agad sila dyan diba. Grrr!
BINABASA MO ANG
So you think you're Superman?
Fiksi RemajaI live by the rules. He lives breaking the rules. ---- Francis Keira Montecarlo.