Unexpected Thoughts

Random

here i am lying on my bed
here i am washing dishes
here i am taking a pee
here i am staring at you

i'm here and you're there
you're here with me before
now, you're there with her
making new memories

here i am making new memories
by myself
i want to hug and kiss you
to touch and trace your back with my own little hands

but here i am wiping my tears away
now you're far away
i would be the one who will sing a lullaby
for me to fall asleep
coz for you this is goodbye

how i wish that you would think of me randomly
like i used to do baby