friends with benefits

the move Part 1

i sit quiet giving the odd smile while i flick through my phone , and lewis struggles to carry the boxes for me , "thanks lewis, i could never carry those boxes!" i give a cute smile, "yeah it was no trouble" lewis said in his adorable British accent , "so.. i was thinking you wanna go for dinner tonight?" i said so excitably "i cant see why not ?" lewis happily said while stepping back and scratching his head like he was trying to be cute! but he already is ! after he left i jumped up and down "whoop whoop im going on a d-a-t-e!" prancing around like i was a cheerleader, suddenly the door opened and there i am standing on my new glass coffee table, with my hands up singing about the date, suddenly lewis walks through the door "i forgot my keys" im standing frozen the only word heard from me is "ok" my mouth wasnt moving it was like i was a freaking ventriloquist , i scurry into my new bedroom , i through everything out of the wardrobe, "oh my god why cant i pick somethig " i scream, my phone buzzes its a message from lewis i read it hoping its a positive the message said, is this a date? i quickly text back if you want it to be!

finally getting out my car i gasp to see Lewis with another girl! I quickly check in for my table then rush to that table, "what's this?!" I  scream out, for such along time I have had feelings for Lewis from being 12 I remember dying to marry and have kids, so I could hold this feeling in "what do you mean? I'm sorry I thought we were going on a double date ?" His dumb date stared at me blankly as if I'm junk, her boobs are bigger than my future as she finally pulls her red dress over them, I thought they were going to fricking pop out of the dress! "but I thought it was a date between us!" I said while I hold back a gagging cry "do you me to go?" His dumb date whispers, my face bright red I turn my head so fast I think I got whiplash "yes,yes you should go!" Lewis looks at me confused while people in the restraunt   stare, "whys this a problem amara?" Lewis confusingly asks, "because I have always... I have... forget it!" I turn away as he grabs my wrist "what!? What is it tell me please!" He says concerned I didn't think what I was going to say so I blurted this "I just love ok!" Not meaning to say this I ran out the restraunt