I see Peeta with big puffy red eyes. I don't judge him. Mine must be more. I stare at him every time I can , but then look away.
When we get on the train I walk to a couch and cry. I don't care about anything else except Katniss and Mother.
I wrap my arms around my legs and hide my face in there. I feel safer in there than here with these stupid Capitol people.
A couple of minutes later Peeta walks in with a napkain that is jolding something. He sits down next to me but doesn't say anything. I break the silence.
"Peeta" I say weakly, "I'm scared about all of this." He looks at me a little sad and he changes it into a smile.
"I am to, Prim" he says lightly, "My father told me to give you this." he hands me a small, tiny cake. I remember when Katniss bought me one the same size and design.
I feel like hugging him but instead I say, "Thank you, thank you very much." I then leave to my room.
I lay in my bed staring at everything. 4 tears fall out , only 2 get to my heart. I cry because its the same thing that happened at the reaping but this time I'm not included.
"Dinner is ready, get ready." That stupid lady says. I grab a skirt that not short or not long. It's perfect. I grab a shirt and it matches perfectly with my skirt.
I walk down and sit. Its kinda weird to have everyone stare at you. I get a sight of all the food and smile. I get only enough I can fit in my stomach. I don't get much cause I don't want to get sick.
In my room I try to sleep but can't. "Prim, can I come in?" I hear Peeta's gentle voice say.
"Sure , but wait a sec," I put on a nightgown and open the door. "Now , you can." I say it in a not serious and not silly voice. I say it in a soft , shy voice. I wish I would have said it in more of a normal , confident voice , but I didn't.
"Want me to read a book," he says, "I have many choices of books but if you want I can choose." He says it in a confident, but gentle voice.
I just bury face in the soft , silky pillow. I manage to say , "You choose." I feel the covers on my shoulders and under.
''It's getting cold and thought you needed it." He says it patting my head. "I wonder how it feels to have a sister."
I look at him and smile ,"Its wonderful." That's how I feel about Katniss. I think he doesn't like his brothers.
"Peeta, why do you do this," I say holding tears,"You'll have to kill me anyway." I feel tears run down my cheeks , this time they don't stop until Peeta hugs me.
"Because your sister is amazing , and you deserve to live with your mom and sister and," he pauses a second and I look up at him,''Gale."
"Yeah but you deserve to," I pause to think,"bake bread and decorate cakes," I smile at him and so does he,"you decorate them really good."
"I guess I do decorate kinda well but you have a family that cares and I don't." I stare and I feel my smile fade.
"I'm sleepy , can you read a chapter please." I go under my covers again.
"Sure." he takes a book and reads. I fall asleep in a minute.
