I feel myself shiver when they take the covers off me. "Today's, going to be a big big day," Effie says,"So you need to be well fed to be wonderful today."
I groan and walk to the bathroom. I first just clean my face, gently like my mother used to do when we were going to Katniss's reaping. Now I do it for the "Big Big Day".
I try to make 2 braids but instead I just leave it down. I wish Katniss was here. She would make me that beautiful braid she wears everyday. It's special.
I get some training clothes. I wonder why it says my number. I walk down to the kitchen and serve. I serve not to much.
"Hi, Prim" peeta says softly,"Where are your cute little braids?" He laughs at his own joke and I laugh, too.
"I'm can't make them myself" my laugh fades away,"Only mother could make them." I look down and try to hold my tears in. I close my eyes to hold my tears in. 1 of them doesn't listen.
"Oh Prim, I didn't mean to make you cry" I realize he saw my tear,"Im sorry."
"It's ok" I wipe my cheeks,"Im alright." I start eating. Im not a fast eater so i take 10 more mins than them to finish. And they ate more.
''Today's the 1st day of training" Effie says,"Good Luck." I hate her smile. It looks so fake and fake! There isn't another word to describe a fake smile.
"Don't show off what you can do" Haymitch starts,"save that for the private session."
"Why?" I ask softly.
"Careers will get that weapon" he says,"even if they are bad at it, they only get it for making you weapon less."
I nod shyly for asking a dumb question. Peeta and I walk to the elevator to go to training. It's underground. Bad memories come.
~flashback~
Katniss runs to my class."Where are we going Katniss?" I ask.
"Somewhere, just don't let go of my hand." she says nicely. I nod.
We go to where dad worked. I saw a lot of people, I spotted mom "Katniss, Katniss" I shake her hand. She looked at me with teary eyes. "Mom, is over there." I pointed.
We run to her. I hug her."Wheres daddy." I look at mom then at Katniss then at mom.
Katniss looks at mom, too. "He died" she trembles when she talks,"in a mine accident, he's dead." I cry gently. I loved my father. I see Katniss trying to not cry for me. But a tear falls.
School gets cancelled. We go take flowers and leave papers and persons put pictures. Only the ones with enough money.
My mother goes home. We all cry and let it go. But I still don't forget.
~end of flashback~
We hear this lady talk on and on about rules. I smile at Peeta. He smiles back at me.
"Peeta" I start a question,"can I go with you, to the stations?" I look down.
"Sure" Peeta says,"Im going to the survival skills."
"Thank You, Peeta." I smile but when I see the careers use the weapons I feel a shudder go down my back.
We start doing things like tying nots, or making a fire, and some camouflage Im really bad at that but Peeta is like if he practiced all his life. Well he's a bakers son, he has to know how to put the icing on cakes.
When it's time to go back I walk slowly wondering what way I would die. Knifes, Spears,Bow and Arrows, so many possibilities I just want to cry.
Katniss, mother and I would be eating strawberries with some rabbit to celebrate. But no, they will be locking the doors, throw away things to forget me. But then I would be forgotten, forever.
I eat dinner and run to my room. I let all my tears fall out. I then fall asleep.
