Explosion

White Walls

*Three Weeks*

Karlis Mind*

The doctor comes in less frequent now, I think I'm still breathing on my own, because my nose doesn't tickle now. I've been practicing trying to open my mouth and eyes. So far my practice hasn't helped. I'm starting to get very frustrated with the fact that i have a guy telling me he loves me, and its not my dad. I just want to find out who it is. 

Boyfriend POV*

Its very hard for me to see Karli like this. She looks so pale and weak. When shes normally so full of life and loud. I don't know How long I've been in this room. 7 maybe 8 weeks, one of the boys have been here the whole time as well, the other three come and go frequently. There has been many tears, and a few freak outs but for the most part we stay quiet while were here. We put the tour on hold, none of us would be able to continue. Some fans agree others sent hate, but we wouldn't let the hate change our mind. 

Karlis Mind*

The room is really loud again, I don't recognize some of the voices but i hear a bunch. All i want to do is yell "GOD YOU PEOPLE ARE LOUD!" but I know nothing will come out. Might as well do it for fun, not like they're gonna hear me. "HEY SHUT UP!" I 'yell' 

"Did Karlis lip just move?" I heard someone ask. I then felt people touching me all over, and the room got even louder everyone was telling me things like; move your lip again, can u squeeze my hand, can you open your eyes. It was so overwhelming that i didn't even try, I froze like i had stage fright or something.

*One Week*

 "Kar I need to tell you something, I know that it is wrong, but I have to tell you, I love you. I know you're with one of my best mates but i love you and I have since the first time I laid eyes on you. You are perfect in every way. I love how your eyes get more blue every time i see you. You get more beautiful every time i see you. I just wish I had the courage your boyfriend had. To tell you how beautiful you are. Every time i saw you guys together it broke my heart, but you were happy and that's all that mattered." I felt something touch my lips. "I love You Karleigha Rinae Jones, I love you." and then i heard the door close and I was alone, for the first time in the longest time. I haven't tried to say anything since that day, so i figured i would try to move again. I started with my finger, and i felt it moving. So i tried to move my hand into a fist, and i felt my fingers on my palms in the first time in a very long time. I did the same with the other hand. Now's the moment of truth. And for the first time in weeks, i saw light.  It was so bright. I went from Jet Black walls to bright light shining through the window.

My Room

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There were boys clothes thrown all over the room, it was kind of a mess, next thing i knew i heard a knock on the door. I didn't know what to do. I panicked and Closed my eyes. i felt a hand grab mine and then i heard my mom singing. I didn't mean to but i squeezed her hand, I just missed her so much. She started to ask me if i could open my eyes, she was more calm then the people were last time. So I opened my eyes and for the first time in weeks I saw my mom.