Explosion

Physical Therapy

Its been two weeks since I opened my eyes for the first time in a long time. My eyes are still heavy and it doesn't help that when I start to get sleep someone freaks out and thinks I'm gone again so they wake me up to make sure I'm still OK. I'm starting to get really pissy about the whole ordeal. They keep giving me journal pages like they are supposed to mean something. I wrote them so only I would know what was going on and the fact that I have no memories kind of kills that plan don't it? Note to self; from now write your journals with a hell of alot more detail. I hear a gentle knock at my  door, and in walks Nae. 

"Hey doll, you asked for me?" She asks looking at me like I really am a porcelain doll and I will shatter any minute. " Will You Stop Looking At Me Like That?!?!." I say a little meaner than I intended but she got the point and with that she turned around and walked back out the door. I didn't mean to hurt her feelings and make her leave, I was about to get my phone out and call her since I couldn't exactly chase her down when she barged through the door loudly and said. "Hey babe, what ya need." and plopped herself down on my bed right beside me.  All I could do was laugh, I Looked at her with the biggest grin and said "Now that's the Nae I know and love. Now help me up before I'm late to PT." She gently helped me from my bed and held me as I walked to the wheel chair. I was getting better with this whole walking thing but since I'm still a patient I have to be in a wheel chair when I'm in the halls. 

She slowly starts to push me out of the room and I look into my waiting area. I glance through the room and see my mom passed out on the arm chair. Niall and Liam are on the floor in the corner in each others arms you can tell they have been crying. If they didnt look so distraught I probably would have fan girled over the Niam moment going on right in front of me. Zayn was sitting at the table his head laying on his left arm on the table and the pen he was drawling with is still up right in his hand. Aubree is laying on the floor asleep. Louis is rustling on the couch and just before I'm rolled out of the line of sight i see him sit up and start to stretch. Harry is laying cuddled up with a pillow, im guessing Nae put it there when she got up so she wouldn't wake him in her absence. On the way to the PT wing of the hospital she is telling me how no one has really gotten any sleep but I cant help but zone her out. 

All I can think about is how One Direction is here, its insane. Every ones telling me how I'm friends with them and that we have become as close as family but I don't remember any of it. All I can remember is how much they changed my life. I rolled up my sleeve and ran my fingers over the bumpy lines I had carved into my arm on some of my weakest days. I remember listening to them for the first time,  for the first time I didn't feel worthless, I didn't feel like nothing. Some thing changed inside of me when I heard them for the first time, I changed. And thinking that I am now friends with people I would of sold my soul to meet. It makes my head hurt. The doctor said I might remember bits and pieces, or things that were significant to me in the last six months may seem familiar even if I don't know why. This is all so confusing, I don't even know what happened or why I'm here. Everyone just keeps referring to it as "The Accident." Because that's supposed to help me so much. 

"Karliegha!" I Jump at the sound of Nae Shouting my name pulling me out of my thoughts. I look up to see that we are in front of the doctor, she gives them all of my information and the doctor takes me back into the changing area and gets me dressed then helps me walk to the tredmills where i see Nae already walking on one. They start me out at 2 miles per hour, and i start walking. "So," I say trying to sound nonchalant, "Do you wanna tell me who my boyfriend is?" Naes eyes get huge ad she replies " I don't think I'm allowed to tell you that." "Please tell me Nae, we tell each other everything." i say a bit disappointed. She hears the change in my voice and you can tell by the look in her eyes how hard this is for her. "I know we do babe but i cant go against your doctors, they are only trying to help you." I sigh about to give up then i remember how easy it is to break Nae, shes terrible at keeping things from me. She would never tell one of my secrets but I know everyone elses because of her. I chuckle and say, "Alright how about this, There are three questions I'm dying to know the answer to. Ill ask all three and you only have to answer one. does that sound good?" "I guess I can do that?" she says a little confused.I but out laughing knowing I've won. "Alright question one, Who is my boyfriend; question two, what happened in "The accident"; question three, how in the hell did me and Aubree become friends?!?" She just starts laughing, " I'll answer question three when where around Aubree, deal?" I nod my head in agreement.

Author Note!

Thank You Guys If You Have Read This Far, It Truly Means ALot! Tell Me What Yall Think? I Started This Story On QuoteV So Thank You To My Readers That Have Followed Me Over To WattPad. Lets See If We Can Get More Reads Then QuoteV! I Love You Guys! 

Kisses

Jess