At school I have my friends. The teachers can be a bit rude especially the substitutes. School has been making me have more anxiety anyway. A new place, new people, new types of work and rules. There is more but I can't put it through.
I admit I do cut class. I cut class when I feel anxiety or when I feel depressed really bad. I know it will effect me but still. I really don't know why I feel like this. Maybe it's my other reasons getting to me making me do this.
I tell myself to do better but sometimes it doesn't work. I will usually be on the second floor, walking around the hallways on the first floor, in the open bathrooms, or be in the gym hallway in the corner where the locked bathrooms are.
When I don't cut class, I usually do my work. I love freshman seminar because I sit behind Andy and right next to my best friend Megan. Sometimes my friend Ashlin will come over and sit behind her when this idiot doesn't sit in the seat. I also like Math only because I sit next to Megan again and Ashlin is closer. Math is also the fastest class.
I also like are. Right now we are working on a yarn bowl thing. I foujd out how to do it at the last minute but I caught up. Its really mind focusing.
Then my favorite part of the day is lunch. Almost all my friends are there. We will usually hang out in the hallway for a little bit. It was really fun when we mess with each other. Its funny and it makes me happy. Then lunch, its food, we all love food. The class after this is environmental science. I really don't like that class. It's hard and boring and also very annoying. So is world history an I'm usually too lazy to do the work. I try and cut the entire block period when there is a sub. This also goes with English 1. This class I am sometimes late to due to me either with someone or just taking the slow and long way.
School can be tough, you just need time to find you some things to do that you feel comfortable with.
