TRIGGER WARNING
THE FOLLOWING INVOLVES SEXUAL SCENES
I was 11 years old at the time. Yes, I had a boyfriend at such a young age. I went to a public school. This school is where I learned things way to early. Basically by the tital you can already tell what happened.
I will not say names! I realized now that he just wanted to take his opinion to the final level all the time. He was always the right one and the smart one. He never really treated me right either. He usually just played his X-box all day and we never really did anything. Never cuddled never kissed much and never really talked about eachother.
One day we finally went into his room. He locked the door and sat next to me on his bed. Of course his mom wasn't home neither his brother or sisters. But you know who else was in the house? His somewhat cousin. He started to touch me and both of them kissed me. It was like I was cheating and they both knew. He then went in my pants and started to touch me. I wasn't ready for any touching as such a young age. His cousin then told me violently to grab his dick. I was scared so the person that I was back then did so. I was also forced to suck or else I'd get tapped on. But the tapping turned to hits on the back and head. I was then kicked "on accident" by him. They both laughed and they told me to continue. I felt so sick and uncomfortable. Then he was about to go to the next level. He put me over and pulled my pants down tried to stick it now. Now I'm thinking to myself how I don't want to get pregnant so I do move away. I said I wanted to go home and I couldn't unlock the door. He came over to me and started to feel me even more. I was begging for him to stop but it wasnt working. Luckily they all came home and he had to unlock the door. I didn't want to say anything to his mom because I just didnt have the balls to. So I then left. Me and him still stayed together for some time but he broke up with me for someone else. I'm very happy he is out of my life and I'm never gonna let him come back in it. I'm kinda happy though. Now I know what could happen in the future. So now I can prepare myself. To this day this thought triggers me. Rape and sexual assault isn't a good thing.
