VIXX Imagines

Ravi x Reader ((Best Friend))

Ravi was my best friend. He was with me through both the thick and thin. Why was it so hard to realize that I liked him and he liked me too. Why? Probably because I've been blinded by a fake. I've been blinded by Hoshi. Hoshi was my crush for years now, and Ravi just stood there and watched from a distance. It didn't matter to me that he just stood there. I did nothing. I just let him watch Hoshi and I build our relationship, until now...

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We're in high school and it's our sophomore year. Hoshi and I are still in our relationship, and it was a happy day for me at least. It was our two year anniversary of being a couple, but not a lot of people cared. Hoshi and I weren't getting along at the moment since we had a big fight yesterday about Ravi. Hoshi was worried that Ravi would get in the way of our relationship. I, of course, defended my best friend. The only reason that I was happy would be the fact that I had hopes of Hoshi and me making up. I wasn't used to this loneliness and I bet Hoshi wasn't either. We usually spent a lot of time together anyways. Ravi knew nothing of this fight and I don't think he should, considering that it was about him. It seemed like a good idea at the time, but whenever I see Ravi, I couldn't help but think of what Hoshi said.

"Ravi is too close to you! He's always by you! I see the way he looks at you (Y/N). I know what he wants. I know that he wants you for his own, without me in the picture, and neither of us want that, right?" I could hear his voice and his words that we argued over replay in my head. I tried to stay clear from Ravi, but what could I do?! I didn't want to displease Hoshi, but I didn't want to push Ravi away either. 

As I was thinking about everything, I accidentally ran into a wall in front of me. I fell onto the floor and my butt grew sore, real fast. I knew that it was useless to get up at the state I was in. I had fallen onto my sore butt, I was thinking way too much, and I was in a state of confusion. I couldn't think very straight and  I don't think I could get off of the ground without help. While rubbing my aching butt, I grabbed whatever what close to me at the moment, which was a person's leg. The person's leg turned out to be a dear friend of Hoshi's, Woozi.

"Woozi-oppa!" I shouted with shaking his leg. He screamed out of fright, but when he recognized that it was me, he regained his confidence and stood straight.

"What do you want (Y/N)?" Woozi quickly brought back his swag before you could say 'seventeen'  and just stared at me on the ground. Rude...

"I need help getting up oppa! Can't you see that I'm on the ground?" I brought a hand up towards him so that he could grab it and help lift me up.

"No thanks, and I did notice. I just didn't like helping you today. That's alright, right?" Woozi smiled a bit and grabbed my hand, lifting me off of the ground.

"Thanks Woozi-oppa. I owe you one." Woozi looked through the halls and started walking so I started to follow.

"Couldn't you get up by yourself? I mean, you're not lazy. Actually, you're quite the opposite. You're always finding stuff to do, even if it is ridiculous and stupid." Woozi took a glance at me, but continued to walk through the hall. So far so good with the avoiding Ravi part.

"Well I had a lot on my mind so I didn't have the strength to get up. Plus, I ran into the wall pretty hard. My butt still stings when I walk." 

"What did you have on your mind (Y/N)? It must be pretty stressful if you couldn't handle it." Should I tell Woozi? I mean, he's a nice dude once you get to know him and he could help me convince Hoshi that Ravi is a nice guy.

"Well Hoshi and I had a fight last night. The fight was about Ravi, my best friend, and how I shouldn't hang out with him because he wants me for himself or something like that." After explaining, Woozi stopped right in his tracks. His movements came to a stop and everything grew silent.

"(Y/N). Hoshi is right you know. Ravi really does like you. You're just too blind to see it. I suggest that you apologize to Hoshi before anything bad happens. He doesn't deal with these things very well and deep down in your stupid, oblivious heart, you know that Ravi likes you. I know how to tell if a boy likes you. I know Ravi's way of showing it too. I know that Ravi likes you more than best friends (Y/N). I also know that Ravi wanted to ask you out, but Hoshi beat him to it. (Y/N), if you don't want this situation with Hoshi and Ravi to become worse than it already is, I suggest that you talk to Hoshi and stop talking to Ravi. Hoshi told me that if I saw you, to tell you that he feels sorry about last night, but you knew that he was right, and so does everyone else. He knows that you should be the one apologizing since he just wanted the best for the relationship. I suggest that you apologize and do what he asks. Just my advice. You don't have to follow it, but if you do decide to, it's probably be best." Woozi looked at the floor and at me. Maybe he was hoping for a response, and that's what he'll get.

"Woozi! You think of this too! Why don't you get that Ravi doesn't like me, and even if he did, I don't like him back! I never will! I love Hoshi and I always will. Just some petty crush on me won't ruin anything. I love Hoshi, and only Hoshi. No one else. Honestly. I'll talk to Hoshi myself and apologize, but I won't stop talking to Ravi. If Ravi really did like me, then I'll stop talking to Ravi, for Hoshi's sake and for our relationship's sake." I felt relieved to let it all out. Finally, I was free from my words that seemed to be locked in a chest.

"Do you really feel that way (Y/N)?" Another voice came from behind me, but I couldn't dare to face the owner of this voice. I knew well where the voice came from. It was from my best friend, Ravi.

"Ravi, do you really like me?" I turned to face him, but what I saw shocked me to bits. I made him cry, something he has never done before. He never shed a since tear since when he was very little. He kept his strength for everyone, showing that he was strong, but with a few words, I broke down everything that he had lived up to. I broke down his promise, I broke down his barriers, I broke down all that he had worked so hard for.

"If that's how you really feel, I think that you shouldn't talk to me anymore. You know, for the sake of Hoshi and your relationship with him. I really do like you, and I never will stop. It's true, everything that Woozi and Hoshi have said. It's all true, but I wish it wasn't. I wish I've never met you (Y/N)! I wish that I never fell in love with you! I wish that you never met Hoshi! I wish that we never became friends, but most of all, I wish me never met (Y/N)! I wish that I never said 'hello' to you on the first day of school and I wish that I never defended you from all of the bullying and name-calling! I wish that I never knew that you existed! I should've just bullied you, just like the other kids did!" Did Ravi really mean it? Did he?

"You don't mean it Ravi!"

"But I do (Y/N)! I really do!" Ravi started to dash down the hallway and I could see his so farther away with every step he took. He was gone...

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Sorry that this imagine was so sad! I didn't actually mean it to be so sad. It was actually meant to be happy, but it went the other direction, really quickly.