Emison - forbidden feelings

Chapter 12-im out

Emily's POV

The doctor told me that it is okay for me to leave but I have to revisit next week for a check up. Ali has been gone for ages I really want to talk to her about her feelings but I don't want to rush it she's only just recognising the feelings she doesn't even need to know or label herself. I never questioned it until I ended it with Ben. He was sweet but he had sloppy gross kisses, it makes me want to throw up thinking about it. I'm just sat there giggling about the old straight me. It's crazy how time does change you.

Well it seems like the girls are never going to come back so I'm going to leave by myself. I went over to sign out when I saw all the girls coming out the bathroom. They none of them noticed me so I proceeded to sign myself out. I've only been in their a few days but it felt like forever.  When I got out I saw mona, Lucas , Noel I ran up to All of them and gave them all hugs And I've missed you's . It feels like I haven't seen them in forever but I missed them so much especially mona. Ugh she was forced to go with her dad for five months and Noel well he was modelling. I don't know what happened to Lucas but I'll ask later I'm just so glad to see all of them. I went to pull in Noel in for one last hug when he squeezed my ass, omg Noel doesn't know I'm gay. I whispered seducidly in his ear "Noel baby I'm gay you can't have me". He stared at me and gave me a smile. He whisper in my ear " trust me I can change that" we both giggled it off I completely forgot mona and Lucas was here.

"Guys I need to tell you all something"
All attention was on me now but I'm nervous I know they all would be my friend but I've come out to everyone else but them.
"I'm a lesbian" I said proudly
Mona's eyes just lit up then she pulled me in for a loving hug. "That doesn't change anything" she says. I'm happy they all accept me I knew that they would but I'm just happy right now. Do you guys want to go to my house for a bit? They all noises their head in agreement.  Lucas has been really quiet I wonder what's up with him.

Alison's PoV
We all decided to go back to em because we've been in the bathroom talking for a long time. We trotted of to Emily's room but when we got in their no one was in there.
We all gasped in disbelief where is em did -A take her loads of thoughts were running through my mind. Until a doctor told us that she has been released. There is only one place that she can be and that's her house. Spencer said that she'll drive is to her house but I just want to go home I don't care if my house is still a crime scene. My mother is on the back of my mind and I can't get her out of my head so I'm gonna go bed and sleep it off.

* 9pm *

I keep tossing and turning I can't get to sleep my farther has just came home and he's definitely been drinking. It's probably over my mum. I can feel my pillows getting wet oh wait I'm crying. Me and my mother didn't get on that well but I still love her to pieces. I checked the time and it 9:15pm.
I slowly start to drift off .

I haven't updated in a while I'm sorry here is a very short chapter who can wait for the Christmas twist -Ari