Finding You (Camila/You) [DISCONTINUED]

Chapter 7

"Camila! Wake up!" An obnoxious voice yelled and banged on her door. Her eyes are open and she's awake but she just doesn't  want to get up. So, she laid on her bed, thinking of what happened last night. The birthday bomb and the uncertainty of things that surrounded the both them still taunted her. She barely even got any sleep just thinking about it.

"Camila! I swear if you don't wake up-" Dinah screamed on the other side of the door once again. This time, Camila rushed to open the door to glare at Dinah. 

"I'm awake." She said and smiled, the glare now gone from her eyes. 

 "Why were you just lying there? You know we have an important meeting to attend." Dinah said and she folded her hands on her chest.

"I was just thinking," Camila said and she quickly got up. She then started cleaning up her bed, which got a questioning look from Dinah.

"What are you doing?" Dinah asked.

"I-I am just making my bed," Camila stuttered and pointed at her bed. She then just bowed her head and quickly walked over to the washroom. She doesn't know what she's doing and why she's acting the way she is.

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Camila sat there in the meeting along with the others. She's bored out of her mind and all she wants to do now is get out of there. She used to love these kinds of meetings, she adores the conversations that happens and the friendships between crews and casts or singers and much many more.

"Camila," She hears someone call but she thought it was just a daydream of some sort. The ones that seemed too real that she thinks is real. "Camila," It happened again, so this time Camila looked up to see Simon looking back at her.

"Pardon?" She asks. She made it seem like she's interested but her mind is elsewhere. Somewhere along the fun that true people bring. Fun that she knows are genuine.

"We were asking if you and the girls are up for starring a movie. The rest of them already said but we're wondering if you are in on it too?" Simon asked.

"I-well, yeah sure," Camila responded. She doesn't know the details of the story or bothered to even ask what the movie is about. She used to like this, living another life of another story, making a character alive from books or music. Being the face of an adored or hated character. She lived for it all but now it doesn't make any sense.

"So, now we will be looking for co-stars and we would want you guys to be there during auditions for the parts," Simon continued and Camila nodded along.

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"What was that?" Normani asked as she looks at Camila while they are still seated on their chairs as they waited for everyone to leave.

"What was what?" Camila asked, feigning oblivious.

"Camila, you used to bounce on your seat every time we're in this kind of meetings. We're worried that's all," Ally said and patted Camila's knees.

"I'm fine, I just don't feel right today," Camila said as she does not meet everyone's eyes.

All she was thinking about is how is she going to skip to the day where Y/N would come and visit her again? It became a nightly thing now and Camila is looking forward to it every single day. She learns a lot about Y/N, she feels as though she's unraveling the secrets of the world that are kept hidden because it's too precious.

She doesn't know what is going on but she also finds herself opening herself up for Y/N to be able to read her easily. She wants to be known as who she is not as a character or as the words from the songs she sings. If she's honest, none of those songs were her story or their story because it was never their experiences.