Her Times End

messing up is the new

Bev P.O.V

I flop onto my bed. Kicking off my shoes and they plop onto the floor one by one. I bury my face in my pillow as I scream into it.
Why did you do that?! You know how he hurt you but you kiss him?! Where is your head at bev?! Urrggg....
"What am I worried about?"
I sit up from my bed and run my hands through my hair pulling it up into a ponytail. I wrap the hair tie in my hair then stand up walking to my closet.
"Cmere my little pajamas."
I grab my favorite pajamas that had cheetah print all over them with a pink wasteband. I slip them on and walk to the bathroom to brush my teeth. I rinse my mouth out with water then go back to my bed and lay down covering up as I snuggle under the sheets and tangle myself.
If he was only here...with me..in this moment. Then my phone buzzes and its James he says he wants to meet up at Starbucks around the corner from the campus.

The next morning

My phone rings and I look at it 5 unread messages from grace.
I open my messages.
Grace: tonight was littttttttt
Woooooooo I cannot wait for another night.
Grace: where you at girrrrlllll????!!
Grace: omg he is here
Grace: imma talk to him
Grace: omg omg
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Geez..seems someone had a better night than I did..
I get up and walk to my closet picking out my outfit for the day which is faded jeans with a white hoodie and Adidas hat then I grab my black on white Adidas shoes. Yes.. Ik I am a Adidas freak..
I put them on and then I text James
Me: hey I am on my way
James replies back after 10 minutes
James: okay I'll meet you there.
I get dressed and head out the door and grabbing my wallet on the way out.
I meet him at the from doors of the Starbucks around the corner. He greets me with a huge smile. His dimples showing obviously which make me laugh to myself. He opens the door and I walk in ahead of him and approach the cashier at the counter and the guy behind the counter suddenly gets nervous. His words slur a little. I don't know what the matter is with him but he is cute. He asked me what I wanted and then asked James what he wanted and we both basically ordered the same thing except I wanted Carmel over my whip and he didn't. I could tell James was a little jealous of the guy behind the counter. So I decide to milk it a little bit. So when the cashier handed me the ticket I brushed his hand and I bit my lip. Then James quickly grabs the coffee and walks to a seat in the corner. I walk to him and sit across of him and sip on my coffee. I could tell he had something on his mind.
"Hey are you okay?"
He looks up from the table and nods.
"Yes, sorry I just been out if it from partying last night." I could tell he was lying it was written all over his badly shaved facial hair and how droopy his bags under his eyes were. He normally looks Clean And neat but something bugged him and wouldn't let him sleep and I'm going to figure out what.
"Are you sure?"
He nods.
"Yea I'm fine."
Alright if that's how you want to play I'm going to get it out of you one way or another.
"So I was talking to grace earlier."
I noticed him shift uncomfortably.
" and I invited her to drink coffee with us."
He coughs as if he choked on his coffee.
"Oh okay."
I smirk slyly to myself.
"As a matter of fact here she comes now."
Grace sways her hips as she gets out of her black Volkswagen and walks into the café. She waves at us before she goes to the counter to order her gingerbread frappé. She always gets the same thing around this time if year when they have it out for Christmas holidays. Grace walks over to us and sits next to me which is then now sitting in front of James. Grace even then seemed a bit figidy with her frappé. Something is up between these two and I will make these two spill the tea as they say. I then clear my throat to break the awkwardness in the room.
"So, how was the party grace?"
Grace then acknowledged what I said.
"Uh, it was fine."
Okay now I know something is up because grace is a party animal and she would've bragged about this guy or that guy.
"Didn't you say you met a guy?"
She then turns pale and looks at her phone "oh, well darn, would ya look at the time." She then jumps up and grabs her purse and walks out the door quickly hopping into her car as she starts down the road quite quickly.
"Er, I have to get going too" he stands up,"I have a interview for a job today." He then hugs me before he walks out the door. I huff and drink the rest of my coffee before standing up. I went by the counter to get napkins to wipe the cream and caramel off my face. The guy that gave me my coffee is still standing up there. So, I walk over to the counter and say hi.
"Hey I am sorry about earlier."
I smile big which made him blush and it was a hard blush because I could see it.
"Its fine, oh by the way I have something for you." I write my number down on a napkin I had and slipped it to him.
"Call me." I walked out the door and got into my car.
I drive back to my dorm and park in the student parking lot. I look at my phone and realize I have to get to my first class asap. I hop out of my vehicle before locking it and grab my stuff from my dorm then lock the door as I rush to my first class. I have this first class with James. Which I don't know if he will be there.