Her Times End

Better to be alive than dead I guess

Bev's P.O.V

My head is pounding, my heart now calm after everything. But, what happened? I was in my room then now I am here? I am so confused and lost with everything. I feel weak and sleepy. All I hear is beeping noises and a faint snore occasionaly. I open my eyes slightly to see who was next to my bed. James?
That's shocking in itself.
I could quietly to see if he will wake up. He barely moves. I roll my eyes and roll to one side but then my machine beeps notifying me to roll back over. James wakes up to the beep and stretches.
"How's the princess feeling?" He chuckles.
I smile and sit up in my bed stretching myself " a little confused but other than that okay I guess."
He sighed slightly loud and runs his hand through his hair " yea, if I was in your shoes I would be too."
I raise a eyebrow at him "why is that?"
Did something bad happen?
Is there something he is hiding from me?
" listen, I need to tell you something-" he was cut off by his phone ringing,"I gotta take this." He walks out of the room and closes the door behind him. He sounded a bit frustrated when he looked at his phone. The door opens and he walks in. "Sorry, I have to go something came up." He grabs his jacket and heads back out the door.
I hope he is okay..
I look around the room and reach for my phone. "If I can only reach a little farther-" my fingers brush the screen of my phone but failing to grasp it. I sigh and give up.
Now how am I going text my mom?!
I sit patiently and wait for the nurse. She hands me this plate of food and my phone.
Of course she asks me how I am feeling, the same old questions, same answer every time she asks "yes I feel better than yesterday day" I sigh, " yes I am fine."
I look at the door as if I am waiting for someone but I'm not. You don't realize what you have until you almost lose it.
I need to see him again. I need to let him know this isn't his fault. As soon as I get out of this hell hole I'm going to talk to him. But honestly, I need to figure out what is going on with grace and James. Because them two have been acting weird around each other. As if they are trying to hide something. And I also need to try and remember who did this to me.
Grace...why of all names hers stands out the most to me..
Grace...
Grace...
Like a annoying song you hear on the radio. It's stupid but yet you can't stop singing it.
"Well, the doctor says you can get out by today after we have filled your paper work" the nurse grabs my arm lightly and checks for any bruising,"so you'll be out of her in no time hun."
Thank god..

Soon after that I am already grabbing my stuff and calling my mother to pick me up. God I hear it now.
I knew college dorms were a bad idea nag nag nag.
She never wanted me to be on my own, just stay with her and not grow up. But been that way since I was little, my dad passing away and all took a huge toll on her. I guess I could understand but he was my dad. I don't have a father figure in my life like I should. But I have made it fine I think.
My mom pulls up into the pickup area of the hospital. She gave me one of those looks. The one that you know you are about to get the lecture of your life look.  But I guess I have to take it... I wonder what James is doing?..