Her Times End

being with you

So here it begins..
Grace...she did it. I know she did. Every bone in my body is telling me this. It startles me to think. The girl I just had sex with could be a killer or out for revenge on her..
"Grace I swear."
I slam my hand on my desk and stand up. The whole room turned their attention on me and I quickly jolted out the door as quick as my feet allowed me to.
I worried about her the whole time.
Is she okay??
Does she remember what happened?
I hope she isn't mad at me thinking I did it.
"James?" I hear the familiar face behind me.
I turn to face the voice and see grace running towards me.
"Stay away from me grace."
"What are you talking about?" She looks as if I don't know.
"Don't act innocent I know what you did!" I grip my hands closed, as for this moment I wanted to punch anything and everything.
"Huh?" She is dumbfounded,"what are you-" I cut her off "you know what you did so drop it." I take a couple of steps back. "Stay away from me." I glare at her then walk off. she then said something but I didn't care to wait and see what she said.
She was a murderer for passion..
Grace..
I knew she was different but this?
No this is wrong, messed up, everything above and then some.

Later that day I head to graces dorm room to see if she is there. I see her car but not her. I then hear a faint hello behind me. Is that grace? Or is it someone else. I turn to see a familiar and very comforting face. It was her. The one I came to look for, the one I fell in love with from the moment I met her. Bev ..
She looked beat up but still herself.
Strong and beautiful.
"You look amazing." I chuckle.
She nods and tucks a stray hair behind her face "geez, I get roughed up a bit and you compliment me for it."
"Maybe, but then again you always look amazing Bev" I scratch my head,"so shall we get you into your place again?"
She shakes her head "after what happened" she looks down, " I don't think I'll ever be able to fully be comfortable in that wrecked place again."
I couldn't blame her of course.
The people who did it know where she lives now. And I can't handle knowing that. This was it though I needed to tell her how I felt about her. She needs to know now before the time comes to when I am not able to.
"Bev?"
She turns to look at me "yea?"
I let out a soft sigh and smile "okay, I am just going to put this out there now for you and hope you feel the same."
She looked to me with confusion.
"Listen, after what happened to you this gives me just the more reason to go ahead and say it" I clench my fist "I like you..no..I love you Bev, you have made me the happiest guy alive and what happens to you made me realize that."
She widens her eyes and I could see a faint tear appearing in the corners of her eyes. She understood, she feels the same, I see that now.
"James..i- I feel the same way-" she blushes and smiles widely,"I just was to afraid of trying to make it up to you and to fail if you didn't like me.."
She just didn't know what I was actually wanting to say to her.. but that can't happen now it just cant.
Things are happening and emotions are every where. Too busy to control our own problems. But for now me and her will live in the moment and just Dance together under the sheets.

For what seemed like an eternity we both are in passion with each other. We finally lay next to eachother breathless and exhausted. We lay there for about 20 minutes. I hear a faint snore coming from next to me. I roll over and notice Bev is asleep. She has had a rough few weeks. It was good for her to release some stress.