I broke down last night. This week has been completely hell.
I honestly couldn't bottle it up anymore. I had so much on the inside of me. I just couldn't take anymore.
I NEED HELP.
Serious help. Church, counseling, anyone.. Anything will help rn.
I can't hold in anymore.
And no. it's not just one person It's not all their fault
It's so much other stuff going on in my life like, it's not even funny.
I've never felt so vulnerable in my life.
Everyday this week has been nothing but tears..
I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE.
Im completely broken..
I will cry at anything now like
Just because i hate myself so much like anything hurtful around me.
I will cry.
I can't hold it in anymore.......
I just can't
I really wish i could just forget this entire week.
Everyone and everything (give or take a few people)
But honestly
I wish no one knew me at all.
I just wanna be so ghost.
Like nonexistent.
Just disappear.
