Faded

Backwards

Backwards, forwards,
I'm exploring the borders of,
Everything I want,
Everything I need,

"Hey, Princess..."

"Yeah?"

"Do you ever feel like..."

"Like you're not good enough..?"

Lethal Doses,
of my own emotions,
Seep into my dreams,
and Paralyze me,

"For someone...  Really special to you."

"And that you drag them down..."

"That they would be better of on their own..."

I pick myself up off the ground,
I keep telling myself,
No, I'm not backing down,
I keep telling myself,
The best is still yet to come,
I keep telling myself,
It's darkest before the dawn,

"And you wonder; why do they even care about you?"

Chat paused for a second. Looking down at his hands.

"Would anyone care if i like...  Dissapeared?"

I'm going backwards,
And yet I'm made to believe,
I'm moving forwards,
And I'm chasing my dreams
But I'll be,
Just who I want to be,
Without you controlling,
Controlling me.

"What?!" Marinette looked at him in disbeleaf.

"What would Paris do without you?!"

"What would Ladybug do without you?!"

"What would i do without you..?"

Toxic thoughts can make me,
easily drop this,
But I won't shift my step,
So there's nothing to regret,

She hugged him tightly.

"Don't ever think about it."

"Ever."

I'm broken and coping,
with this broken hope and,
I kept blaming them,
when the doubt came from within,

"You're so much more than you or anyone think."

"Paris needs you."

No more ugly white lies,
I keep telling myself,
This time I'm gonna try,
I'm not just telling myself,
The best is still yet to come,
I keep telling myself,
It's darkest before the dawn,

"I need you, Ladybug needs you, your friends need you, your family needs you, Paris needs you and the whole world needs you."

I'm going backwards,
And yet I'm made to believe,
I'm moving forwards,
And I'm chasing my dreams
But I'll be,
Just who I want to be,
Without you controlling,
Controlling me.

"If anything, you're the one holding the world glued together." Marinette chuckled.

"Everyone needs you, either they know it or not."

"Especially Ladybug."

I will be seen and be heard
And they hang on my every word
I will break free from the chains
And beat anything you throw in my way

"Don't ever think you're dragging her down."

"Or that you're a bother for her."

"You're her partner."

"And that will never change."

I will be seen and be heard
And they hang on my every word
I will break free from the chains
And beat anything you throw in my way

Chat smiled.

"Thank you, Princess."

"I really needed that."

"You're an amazing friend."

"I'm so lucky to have you."

This took time...  Anyway.  I now have a Miraculous blog on Tumblr.

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Have a good day or afternoon or night wherever in the world u r!  Stay beautiful!

~ Maren-Emilie
Baiii!!!