Chapter 1

There's not a day that doesn't go by that I don't think about you. You left me but no I'm no Taylor Swift I'm not complaining that he left , he past away. We were just 16 year old when we first met. He was in my math class and that's when we laid eyes on each other. I sat in front and he sat toward the middle. I honestly never thought we would have lasted till we finished high school and entered my first year of college. Who would have known the pain but I know he's with me. Cancer is horrible way to die and especially when it's sudden. Calum died after 5 months of treatment yet I remember that day like it was yesterday.

Me: Calum everything is going to be ok , just don't think about it alright

Calum : you alway have faith even though you know I'm going to die , I don't feel strong anymore. I feel like I'm fading away and I. Can't. Take. This. Pain.

Me : Calum please , don't say that ! You're so young , you're barely 18. Of course you're going to make it , please don't say that

Calum :if I die please , please don't forget about me , never because I love you so much

Calum : I love you too but please you're going to make ok. I'm going to stay her tonight ok , *cleaning my tears from my face

Calum: I want to see your pretty face before I leave this earth and be next to it

Me : Calum you're such a dork but yeah I hope they don't mind.

Calum : hey do you still remember how we met ? You were that shy girl in math class and I was jock but I was so nervous to talk to you

Me: you don't say haha

We talked about our past like it was yesterday , he remembered every detail like it had just happened. He died just hours from our conversation. I was glad that we shared this moment , a moment I would never forget

It has been 6 month since his death but I needed to stay strong !

Beep beep , damn alarm ! Why did spring semester have to start so soon ? I would have done anything for another hour of sleep but I couldn't be late for my first day of the semester :) ! I had my outfit already picked , I was wearing a black skirt , combat boots , plain shirt and a jean jacket. I kept my makeup simple because even though I'm 20 I still didn't know how to do my makeup , pretty sad. After getting ready I hoped onto my baby Honda and drove off to school. I was so lucky there wasn't many people because I got a pretty good parking ! As I walked out of my car , for some reason I felt a stare at me. I quickly turned and spot this young British man , he seem my age. Man was he cute ... I think I almost drooled ! He had these tattoos that looked beyond amazing and he had the most dazzling eyes that I could get lost in. I've never seen him around the school and he looked so good in those shorts. You could see his leg tattoos and his other tattoos in his body. Gosh how could I take so much note in less than 2 seconds. Wow. As I turned to get my book bag , I saw him coming over ! I quickly locked up and stared walking to my class until I heard him speak

"Excuse me miss , you wouldn't know where 345C is at right ? "

Crap that's my class !!! How is that possible ? Fuck man !

" oh isn't that weird ! I have that class at this moment "

"Isn't that great ! I'll know someone in that class , oh sorry my name is Ricky , Ricky Mendoza "

" oh my name is Evelyn , Evelyn Hood "

" isn't that gangster " he said in a million dollar grin , why am I so attractive to this guy ? I don't have 20 minutes knowing this guy !

" it's actually a normal last name but we should get to class Ricky "

Please leave a comment below if you like the first chapter :))) oh yes Harry has a leg tattoo now haha