I often get asked
Why do you hurt yourself
I try to keep my pain masked
But I have to show my shame on my myself
I often get asked
Why aren't you eating
The only way I'll eat is if it's tasked
I rather die than eat something fattening
I often get asked
Why do you only hate
I only hate myself in last
I am ugly, worthless and hate my weight
I don't know why people ask
When they don't care to know
They see listening as a task
The answers are on my body to show
AH! It has been a horrible week. Lost a friend, broke down and am now back to zero days clean. (I was over a week clean)
"This blood evacuation, is telling me to cave in," -Pierce the veil, Stay Away from my Friends
SIDE NOTE: Yes, I feel very fat and not thin enough. I have lost 3 pounds this week though! But seriously, you guys should eat. YOU ARE ALL BEAUTIFUL! Goodnight my darlings!
-Insane
YOU ARE READING
Silence
PoetryJust a bunch of poems I wrote... some poems might end up being triggering for some people and if they are, stop reading them. I don't want you to hurt yourself. You are so much better than that! Anyway, lots of love!!!!
