Sitting in the middle of my bed in my cold empty room crying. Crying because tonight I officially feel numb, I thought i knew the feeling but I realize now that was not the case. I'm almost out of tears which realists in me being an emotionless robot. No feeling, no cares, absolutely numb, he was my emotion, he was all I cared about and now I am numb I'm in withdraw.
Withdraw- a weird word to describe a struggling drug addict without his fix. Just a numb cold sweat sick kind of feeling, like you can't breathe can't focus the only thing your thinking of is getting ahold of this fix and all the difficulties going away back in your high in your own state of zen your own personal get away. I am in withdraw.
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FanfictionIt's where you will do anything for him. It's where he will drive you insane but you can't stay away. It's where he gives you this feeling that just never stops. It's when he makes you wanna die when he says he gives up on us.. that's...
