My Y (A Zayn Malik Fanfiction) *Completed*

Bleed away

'They thought they knew what real pain looked like but they didn't, until they saw the way I looked at her'

Listen to Tear In My Heart by Twenty One pilots for this chapter.
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Zayn POV
For a minute I thought the world around me was colliding around irregular circles. I felt a black view over my eyes that lasted for about a second until I heard his unfortunate voice.
'Have you heard me?'

'Why do you want me to do that?'
I asked with a plea in my voice. Something that asked him to take back his words.

'I don't think there are why's in an order..'

'What makes you order me?'

'I am your father.'

I burst out laughing out real loud as I felt Lou flinched at the sudden sound.

'Father? Please don't make other fathers cry out with your existence.'

'Whatever I am saying is for your good.'

'I am never going to do anything you ask me to say. Get it? Now fucking leave this place.'

He glared at me with ample hatred and wrath. I walked passed him, rushing into Lou's room and slamming the door behind. I heard Lou closing the door and peeking in, trying to see me.

'Can I be with you Zayn?'

I nodded, letting him sit by my side.

'Zayn?
He placed a hand over my shoulder and I buried my face inside my already shivering hands. I felt tears gushing out of my eyes uncontrollably. Lou grabbed me, hugging me over the other side.

'Zaynnnn. No. It's okay. There is no need to cry. You're not even giving a fuck about him. You know him in person.'

'That's the problem. I know him and his terrible character. He always meet with a reason and he is far more dangerous than I think he is..'

'But you are not doing what he is asking you to do?'

'I don't know. He has asked me to give out my heart and I can't do that. But I know one thing and one thing for sure, I don't want him to harm Jess and for that I can do anything, even if it means giving my ownself.'

'But I can't figure out one thing. How does he know Jess?'

'He has probably seen me with her but I don't get how he knows her.'

'So what are you gonna do now?'

'Be with her all the time. I swear I would tear anyone who will try to harm her.'

'You can't just be with her the whole time'

'I know. And for that, I'm telling her what I feel about her.'

'Like now?'

'No. I'm waiting for the right time.'

Jess POV

 I woke up to the extremely annyoing buzzing sound of my phone. I snooped out of my quilt, trying to remind who exactly would call me that early. I could actually see the blakish blue sky outside, indicating it's as early as dawn. I took my phone and held it to my ears with eyes closed. I was so near to drool.

'Hello?
My hard gritty voice sounded too bad to respond.

'Hey Jess. Zayn here.'
His voice was muffled and rough.

My eyes suddenly opened up at his voice.
'Is everything okay?'

'Yeah. Everything's fine. I wanted to tell you I'm gonna pick you everyday to school. Is that okay with you?'