My Y (A Zayn Malik Fanfiction) *Completed*

Never happening again

'Hearts are often broken by words left unspoken'

Listen to Give me love by Ed Sheeran for this chapter.

Zayn POV
'Who's there Zayn?'

I heard Jess asking me about the sudden change all over my face. Now what am I suppose to do? I had my the love of my life in front of me asking me to tell what I had on the other side. When I looked down, I not only read a threatening message from my so called dad, but all of his deadly and hideous mentality revealing to me infront of my very own eyes.

'Enjoying? Don't worry. Juilet's is on her way to death.'

My hands practically quivered over the sight of the word 'death'. All my fantasies and dreams that I saw on this very own precious night crumbled up.

'Zayn?
Jess nudged me and I came out of my fears and by that, I mean temporary.

'Yeah?

'Is everything okay?'

'Oh yes.'

'I don't know but sometimes I feel like you're hiding something from me, something that's not making you happy.'

'Jess. No. Come here.'
I came closer to her, reaching for her face as I placed my hand on her cheek.

'There's nothing in this world more precious than you are to me Jess. Infact, I wanted to say something.'

I thought this was exactly the right time to tell her what I feel about her.

'Yeah what?'

'Jess? I uh I wanted to say that I..'

'You what?'

'I.... I.. it's that I..'

Jess reached out for my hand for the first time. I felt it and I wanted to freeze this moment for as long as I could.

'Zayn. It's okay. It's okay if you don't want to tell. Tell me when you feel it that way.'

'Jess I... I care for you.'

And this was how my cowardice replaced the word 'love' with care.

'Awww. Zaynnn. I know that. I know that from the start. You're always there when I need help and you're always there when I am in trouble.'

'I just want you to make sure that I'm never gonna hide something from you. And yeah it was Lou on the phone. He was asking me to come right now over his place.'

'Oh okay. I think you can go. He probably needs you..'

'But I dont wanna goooo..'
I laid my head on the bed, closing my eyes and pretending that I was asleep.

Jess laughed. That's probably the best music my ears experience.

'Well then, you can stay if you want. I won't mind if you sleep on the couch placed right there.'
She winked.

I laughed.
'That's not a bad idea though.'

She smiled.

'Wait. Were you serious?'

'About what, Zayn?'

'About the sleeping thing?'

'Oh that. Yeah I was, ofcourse I was.'

'Jess like really?'

''Well now that can change my decision.'

'Oh okay. Sorry my highness. Your commands are always getting accepted by my side.'