what is Life to you?

Tears.

We finally arrived at the station, it struck mid-night, I felt nauseous and quite light-headed but at least I could keep my eyes open so that's good enough for me personally, it'll probably bother others though, that I look- honestly messed up however that's not really going to affect me anyway because it's not my fault I just went through 'hell'!

"Hey! Are you alright? You don't seem too well, maybe you just need some rest.I'll go and tell someone okay", again looking worried as ever. She's a great friend to have around, she really is.......

"Okay!I'll wait here."as I quickly try to respond before she's out of my sight. "Uuh?",what's happening to me my vision is blurred, I suddernly fall to the ground, my eyes start to shut the last thing I saw was Serena rushing back to me.

I finally opened my eyes, i realised i was laying in a hospital bed. I initially thought it was all just a terrible dream but no i was wrong it was all real from the begining to up untill now. My hands were clenched to the sheets, my whole body felt numbed down, it felt like I was drowning in my own tears I couldn't stop them from coming out, they were forcefully soaring out of my blurry, burning red eyes from non-stop salty tear drops that would seem to never end.

"Its okay to cry your heart out. I'm sure everyone has went through a similar situation but it's different in your circumstances however that doesn't mean you should stop crying, in fact you should pour all your feelings to the world right now, no ones going to judge you for what your going through because it was never your fault from the begining". As Serena was holding my hand very tightly looking straight into my eyes i poured my heart out just as she said I let all my feelings of hate, immense sadness, revenge, anger, nervous, grief and just a little bit of happiness from a suddern part of my heart felt relieved.

Dr.T and Mr Lance ( head of all police ) charged through the door to see what cuastrophy had occured,"Don't worry nothing happened there's really no problem!" I lashed out saying as i wiped my tears away.

"Alright then but we still need to investigate into your specific case for more information so that we can finally solve this problem that's been going on for quite a while now, it's been two whole years and nobody's still discovered or even justified a conclusion for this problematic thing that you are now involved in, I'm really sorry for that."

"It fine, my family and i just happened to be involved, its clear that your not to blame, so please don't worry about me", as I thought to myself, I'll be the one worrying and holding it all upon myself so those around me should also stay away from me and not get too invloved because of my careless afraidness that I believe that I'll  become all alone with no one to rely on.
Have you ever cried to yourself in your mind where no one else can ever enter? I did, just now.