The Taste Of Rebound Love

Part 4

Jack couldn't move.  He didn't even know what to do.  Should he push Felix away?  Should he just allow himself this moment?  Felix didn't wait for him to respond.  Instead, he placed a warm hand to Jack's cheek and pressed his lips into a deeper kiss.  Closing his eyes, Jack let himself enjoy the moment.  Mark had never kissed him on the lips... or anywhere even close.  When he did manage to kiss his head... it was just a playfully show of affection for a fan.  Empty shows of affection... a playful joke.  Felix's kiss was far from playful.  It was powerful.  Jack could feel the genuine desire coursing through him.  It was as if the kiss was powering his heart!  Encouraging it to beat faster!  The longer they kissed, the more Jack didn't feel lonely or hurt.  Felix pulled away slightly to whisper a little breathlessly.  "I should stop".  Jack's opened his eyes feeling suddenly afraid.  He didn't want Felix to leave.  The last time he kissed someone they shut him out... He couldn't bare for that to happen again.  Quickly reaching out to cup the sides of Felix's jaw, Jack pulled him back into another kiss.  Felix had to brace his hands down on the mattress as Jack gradually continued to pull him down over himself.  If Felix was caught off guard by his bold actions, he didn't show it as he began to gently grind his hips against Jack's.  Jack gasped softly against Felix's lips, gripping the collar of Felix's T-shirt.  Felix broke away from Jack's lips to trail gentle bites along his neck to the nap of his neck.  Listening to the soft erotic moans Jack was starting to belt out... when a phone started to softly ring.  Felix gave Jack's neck another love bite, before glancing at the caller on Jack's phone.  Clenching his jaw tightly, Felix discreetly muted the call and pushed the phone away out of sight.  He wasn't going to let this moment turn bitter sweet.  Right now, Jack was happy and he planned to keep him that way for awhile. 

Mark kept getting Jack's voicemail and it was starting to make him feel uneasy.  He had seen the weird video of Jack leaving a restaurant with Felix and it made him feel... 'concerned' not jealous.  Jack didn't know Felix as well as he did.  Felix wasn't bad... but he could be a bit overwhelming at times.  Sometimes even a little controlling.  Mark didn't want to think of Felix taking advantage of Jack's kind soul and hurting him.  Sighing loudly as a way to calm himself down, Mark tried to call him again.  He just wanted to tell him to be careful around Felix.  Maybe even find out what made him want to go to Felix's house in the first place.  Once again the phone went to voicemail.  Suddenly frustrated, Mark bolted up from the sitting on the stairs and stormed up to his bedroom.  Dropping his phone roughly on the side table, he slipped into bed next to Amy.  She was still sitting up in bed drawing some new fan art, when she asked him a bit defensively.  "Are you going to start telling me what's going on"?  Pulling the pillow closer to himself, Mark reluctantly shot back.  "Nothing is going on".  He heard Amy set down her drawing pad, snapping back.  "What is it?! Am I doing something? Is someone bothering you"?  Tensing up, Mark grumbled back half muffled by the pillow.  "I don't want to talk about it".  Mark felt Amy place a comforting hand on his shoulder, her voice filling with concern as she asked.  "Whatever it is, maybe I can help"?  Mark's anger got the better of him as he whipped back the blanket and bolted from the bed yelling out.  "You can help by not bringing it up! I have to work through this myself"!  Amy rose to her knees on the bed, yelling back with tears starting to brim her eyes.  "What is up with you lately?! You cringe at my touch. You stare at your phone all day. You sneak downstairs at night. Are you cheating on me"?  Mark rolled his eyes, snapping back heatedly.  "No, I'm not! You're making something out of nothing".  Amy bitterly shot back through her clenched teeth.  "Oh really? Then you won't have a problem at me looking at this".  Amy lunged for the bedside table, just as Mark realized what she was after.  Barely snatching up his phone before she got her hand on it, he flashed her the black screen, lying as he told her.  "The batteries dead, Amy".  Amy sat up crossing her arms, before telling him disappointedly.  "Mark, don't lie to me. What have you been doing if you're not cheating on me".  Shrugging his shoulders in defeat, Mark tried to be honest with her but it came out hostile.  "I'm not doing anything"!  As the tears rolled down her cheeks, she through a pillow at him and screamed for him to get out.  Walking to the spare bedroom, Mark crawled under the blanket and took one last look at his phone in the dark.  The background picture on his phone was of him getting kissed on the cheek by Jack at Pax west. 

Jack felt Felix's hand slide up under his shirt and freaked out a little bit.  Letting Felix kiss him and grind over him felt innocent... but direct skin contact right now just felt too soon.  That didn't matter to Felix though as he nibbled Jack's pierced ear, whispering softly.  "I'll slow down".  Jack didn't recognize his own voice, when he anxiously asked Felix.  "Felix... If I asked you to stay with me tonight... would you"?  Felix slipped off him but stayed close, answering him honestly.  "Is that what you want, ya irish bitch"?  With a smile, Felix poked Jack's ribs playfully making Jack flinch and smile.  Jack wanted to answer but couldn't think of anything witty or funny to say... so he just turned to lay his head against Felix's chest with a smile.  To Be Continued...