The New Foster (Niall Horan)

Foster. I guess you could say it's my middle name. Eleven. That's how many we are as a whole. All our middle names are foster. If your wondering who we are, I mean Zach, me, Jake, Abi, Iris, Sydney, Kate, Jai (like K), Lily, Audrey, And Devon. My name is Savannah. I've been called a foster since I was three (Devon's age). I am now nineteen. I know I'm not wanted. None of us are. We never were. Now were 'siblings'. But to me, they're not my siblings. They are my friends. We may not be wanted by other people, be we want each other's company. We are friends.

The definition of friend is: noun
1. a person attached to another by feelings of affection or personal regard.
2. a person who gives assistance; patron; supporter: friends of the Boston Symphony.
3. a person who is on good terms with another; a person who is not hostile: Who goes there? Friend or foe?
4. a member of the same nation, party, etc.

You and me are not friends. We can't be. You aren't attached to me by affection. Your feelings for me are sympathy and confusion. Like everyone else who aren't my siblings.

If your wondering about my personality, it split in two when I was three. Just like my heart. Half of my personality goes to my only friends. If you were one of them, I'd be kind. I'd be happy. I'd be helpful. I'd be a friend. But you are not one of them. So we are not friends. You are an outsider. I'll be mean. I'll be quiet. I'll make you know that your an outsider. And no, I am not bipolar.

These are the ages of my 'siblings':
Zach is 20
I am 19
Jake is 19
Abi is 19
Iris is 18

We are best friends

Sydney is 13
Kate is 12

They are best friends

Jai is 10
Lily is 10
Audrey is 8

They are best friends

Devon is 3

His best friends are all of us. But when you put us all together, we're indestructible. And if anyone is added to my main group of friends, they're an outsider.