11/15/2002
We have talked about it all night but it was the same thing over and over again,"No, I don't want you to go, Claire, You are my best friend I can not let that happen to you, I will go"
"No, Meredith, I don't want you to go, You are my best friend too and I do not want anything to happen to you, let me go." Till we passed out asleep.
It so hard to make a decision, what if it was between you and your best friend and you knew one of you had to risk your life for the both of you and be taken away for who knows how long and could possibly die. I don't think anyone wants that to happen to them or their best friend.
I was having nightmares all night of Meredith being dragged out the door by a big scary person down the dark, scary hallway screaming for help then the big door slams closed.
That's when I woke up and picked up my journal to take my mind off things, but I know that what will come and my dream is a reality.
There is no escaping the decision.
But if we do nothing
There is no escaping at all.
Today is the day. We have to decide.
Yesterday we discussed the plan about hoping to get a good look around the place then hopefully come back to the room.
Meredith just woke up about five minutes ago. Now we have to plan and decide, once that happens I guess the adventure will begin.
Whatever happens to us will happen and we will have to accept our fate.
The choice is so hard, but we can't stay on this forever.
I will send myself.
She keeps telling me,"No, don't do it I will."
I can't take it anymore, so I will start banging on the door and making noise until someone comes. I'm hoping for the best. I have quickly thought it out in my head of what will happen and what I will do.
I won't be able to write in this journal for who knows how long or if I ever come back, but I can't take it with me. Yes, this is one of the most precious things I own. I got it for my fourteenth birthday from my parents. But I just can't.
Anyway if this is the end of my letters I will write a proper ending at least.
Goodbye for now or forever,
Claire Sparks
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