My mind went straight to you today .The gray sky, the cold rain, the sound of church family in the air. I could think nothing past a bed, the television and us cuddling under the sheets. It's amazing how when we first met we barely spoke. Just like Cole, I guess it's something with these math classes that make relationships grow. And though it didn't start back right then . Only before you left did we really start to bond. It started off shaky. I thought I was annoying to you. I was just about to shut down, put up all my defensive walls. " Did you talk to him? Just ask him. Let him know how you feel. " I didn't want to but if there's one thing I learned from her was confrontation. Little things like that that will start a good heartfelt conversation. We spoke more and more until a tiny BIG tribulation .
Never knew I would open up to you. Not like this. Not to the point where I'm wondering what it would be like to steal just one little kiss . No I'm not in love. No where near or close by it. Just a little fun, some lust and chocolate sensuous attraction. Smooth deep voice sweet like honey. Makes me wanna scream because I can't have you. Not because you don't want me or someone stands in the way, but because of his morals. God's words I hear every day. They stand guard and bruise my dear conscious. Gotta admit ,fornication sounds kinda good right now. Your hands on my body feel kind of good right now. Your voice in my ear sounds kind of good right now. Your lips on my neck, your mouth on my body, my virginity feels kind of good right now.
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Her Little Book Of Poems
PoetryHer train of thought. Words She doesn't want to tell anyone she knows. Things she's scared to admit all wrapped up in her little book of poems.
