Lost in The Past (Envy x Reader)

Chapter 5

"Y/n, Again, I'm gone to work, but I want you to check in and call around 03:00pm okay? Just to make sure you don't get lost, Thanks! And here's the number"

I looked at the note on my forehead. How many times does he have to do that? Its been a month since I came here, two weeks ago I found there no way to bring me back, not a plan that's safe at least, I became best friends with Winry Ed and Al! Roy and I became close as well, Riza and I became friends, we have a lot in common! I looked at the clock, It was 01:00pm, so I have a little time to get ready to hang out with envy then just be back by three, sounds like a plan, I'll have an hour with envy then, it's been a month since we first met.. the time fly's by.. he told me a lot about homunculi and this universe.. I even found a way to contact my friends! Since I have the internet/wifi stick I can still text and call them, envy and I became close friends, I talk to him a lot about my problems, especially my mother.. but I feel that he's changed since we first met, like more emotional, like human emotions kind of.. I wonder why.. I stopped thinking about it and got ready.. I had to be there on time!

Envy's POV

So it seemed that since she got here things have been happening to me.. I got emotions.. a few weeks ago she met lust.. and then lust started feeling emotions.. what effect does she have on us? We can't tell father, he'd kill her.. I can't let that happen.. so lust, gluttony and I are keeping her a secret, the pipsqueak knows she's a homunculus but he's keeping that a secret as well so is Roy mustang and the tin can, and so is Maes.. I still can't believe what happened with him and I..

*flashback*

As I disguised myself as Hughes wife I was ready to shoot him. This was gonna be beautiful! Just look at his terrified face! Just look at it!! And just imagine how Mustang would feel knowing I killed his best friend! And the pipsqueak and the tin can would be devastated and so would....

Y/n...

She would be the most devastated is I shot him.. she might never talk to me again.. she might try to kill me.. then I'd have to kill her.. my hands started shaking.. Hughes looked at me. "what? Can't shoot me..?" He said still wounded from Lust. I started breathing heavily as my stomach started to turn.. what the hells happening! Why am I hesitating?! Why is this happening?! It's y/n isn't it.. I've fell.. I can't I'm emotionless! And a monster! A beast of destruction!

*BANG*

I shot the gun in the air and ran into the streets into an alley..

I couldn't shoot him..

Because I loved the girl he was caring for..

*end*

But now I'm getting ready to see y/n not that I'm actually doing anything but wearing human clothes.. she plans on showing me some songs on her phone.. we usually walk around in the forest, she's seen my true form and never judged it..

*flashback*

Y/n and I were in the forest walking, it's been a week since I couldn't shoot him.. but why didn't I? True y/n would hate me.. but it's not like she'd ever love me.. not the way I am, so to prove to myself that she would hate me. "Hey y/n, wanna see something?" She looked over at me surprised and stopped walking, she smiled and said sure. So I took a few steps back and transformed.. into a beast.. after I was done she seemed to.. not care? She just looked with a straight face. "It looks pretty cool!" What?! How can this be at all 'cool'?! This is a beast! A monster! I turned back and looked at her.. she didn't get scared and run away.. and since then she still thought of me as the same..

*end*

I was walking to the alley where we would always meet. And what happened with father.. I still can't believe he betrayed us, I thought we were like his children! But I was wrong.. none of us were, so I no longer work for him, well I'm pretending to.. and so is lust and gluttony, pride as well.. when I got there I sat down where I would usually sit, and wait for her, we would usually talk about finding her father, since his father is originally from here so must his family, and her mothers mother.. y/n recently got a call that her grandmother has gone missing, and that she could be in this universe, like, she's old where would she hide really? A couple minutes of thinking to myself there she was.. in all her beauty she sat down beside me with her phone and earbuds, I asked her the question I asked her everyday.

"How are you?"

She looked at me and smiled "not bad, how about yourself?" She makes me feel human again.. "not bad, better than yesterday." I replied with a straight face, maybe there is a chance, if I ask her.. at the right time. "Hey y/n-"

"Y/N WHAT ARE YOU DOUNG WITH HIM?!"

Shit

That was the tin can.. well I'm done.

Edwards POV.*

What the hell was y/n doing with him?! I told her they were dangerous what the hell?! Just what the hell?! Did she betray us..? No.. it can't be.. she wouldn't have... "brother? I'm s-sure there's an explanation..?" What Al said sounded more like a question to her and himself than reasoning, I don't know how to handle this?! y/n looked over at me, out of shock. "Edward.. A-Alphonse is right.. I-I can explain..." her voice was quiet and shaky. I stood there, waiting and hoping for an explanation.. then..

HE WAS ABOUT TO SPEAK UP LIKE THE FUCK HE IS

"Look pipsqueak-"

"OKSOIWASLISTENINGTOAVRILLAVINEANDIBUMPEDINTOAPERSONANDHEDRAGGEDMEINTOANALLEYANDENDEDUPBEINGENVYANDOHGODHELOOKEDLIKEAPALMTREEANDJUSTIDONTKNOWWEWEREBOTHHOMUNCULISOITHOUGHTWECOULDGETALOMGSOISHOWEDHIMSPACEWARANDCUTEPICTUREDOFCATSANDTHEN-" "ok I get it!!"

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"I didn't brother"
"Shut up tin can!!"
"DONT DISRESPECT MY BROTHER YOU SAVAGE"
"SHUT THE HELL UP PIPSQUEAK!"

Oh this was going to be a long day...

1067 words.. wow that's terrible I know I broke my promise GO AHEAD

SLAP ME WITH A FISH

there happy? But rlly I'm sorry I've been in Scotland for like ever and never got the chance but I might update soon and have a better explanation to how father betrays them and stuff welp goodbye for now!!

...now I gotta wash this fish smell outta me...