Nagito Komaeda x Reader - Afraid

Afraid - Oneshot

//sorry if the reader doesn't fit you and/or your personality; the reader is based of me!

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I was inside a galleria as it was raining outside. I liked shopping or more like just walking around looking at things that I like in the stores.

Though, you had a problem that you would like to overcome which is also a reason why you are doing this - you were afraid of others, you went paranoid and started lightly panicking as soon as you saw someone that you might know.

I was just walking around the stores when i saw someone-
H e r
It was her.
The girl who had to be from my old class, the popular girl who happened
to spread my secret.
The girl who wore make-up every day since she was 8.
The girl who i knew would always have more friends than me.

As I started sweating and breathing faster i wondered if this was
good luck
or bad luck.
Was this really what I needed to do so that I one day will be "cured"?
I could feel my throat go sore and my eyes tear up but i would never cry
since I've always had a hard time crying in front of others.

Is she still there? Should i take a look? I need to calm down..

Since i of course tried to hide somewhere i took a look in her direction though i couldnt see her.
I looked and I looked around to make sure it was ok to walk away until-

"Uh, Miss...? What are you doing..?" I heard a guy say behind me.
I quickly turned around with a terrified, blushing face and stared at him.
"I-I- uh- well-" I tried to speak but the right words couldn't get them out of my mouth as i spoke.
"Huh? Are you ok, miss?" He looked at me with a confused look.
As i began to tear up a bit again i said
"I-Im sorry! I-I'm ok I-I swear..!"
"Are you sure? You seem pretty scared..."
...
"Whatever it was you're ok now, Im here." He says as he tries to comfort me.
It's ok!? You're a stranger!
I thought, but I didn't dare to say a word.
"Now then, try to take deep breaths so that you can calm down."
Is it THAT obvious!? I should've noticed...
I followed his "orders" and took deep breaths, it actually helped.
"U-Uh thank you..!" I thanked him.
He looked at me, with a bit shocked expression
"Ah! You don't have to thank me, please I'm just a piece of walking trash really..!"
Huh? Trash? TRASH? IS HE SERIOUS!?
Again I didn't dare to say anything against even though i had a strong urge to do so..
Though I might've gave him a death glare without knowing as usual. While staring at him and calming down i noticed how cute and handsome he looks..
Such shiny grey orbs with beautiful tints of green..
Such fluffy and cute light hair.. Almost like an angel..
A smile, so wonderful it could save lives..
So kind.. But so low self esteem..
He's amazing
"So... Now that you've calmed down a bit.. May I walk you home? I noticed that you don't have an umbrella."
And as fast as he said that I quickly panicked a little again..
"U-Uh If you want to..!"
"Huh? Well then, I'll walk home with you!" He says with a smile as he precipitates his umbrella.
I could feel my face heat up a bit and it felt as if i was sweating a bit.
Am I seriously blushing right now!? I hope he doesn't notice! Wh-What am I even supposed to say in this situation!? Am I even supposed to say anything...?
Hnnngh! I-I
I just need to calm down, don't I?
I sighed quietly as i looked at him and well, started walking next to him as we got out of the building.
It was of course wet outside with a few puddles and it was still raining.
I looked up at him again, he was smiling a bit

What a cute little guy.

I stared a bit at him but it didn't take long until he caught me staring.
As our eyes met i kinda panicked again and started looking at another direction, I think i will blush the whole time until I'm finally home.
"Hey, now that I think about it we haven't introduced ourselves!" He says.
Didn't he notice that I was staring..? Or maybe he didn't mind or care..
"Uh yea..! I guess we haven't" I said trying to sound a bit confident but ended up in my shy and anxious tone as usual.
"My name is Nagito Komaeda, Im one of Hopes peak academy's students."
WHAT!? HOPES PEAK ACADEMY!? HES AM ULTIMATE!?
I wish my talent was good enough so that I could attend there..
"M-My name is (Y/N) (L/N).."
...
"I hope you don't mind me asking, but whats your talent?" I ask him with a curious tone.
"Well... It's not really an interesting talent really. I'm the ultimate lucky student, nothing big and I am definitely nothing compared to the others." He answers me.
"Oh, that IS actually a pretty interesting talent if you ask me.." I say quietly but loud enough for him to hear.
It got quiet again.
D-Did i say something wrong!? I'm sorry! I really am awkward aren't I?? I wish I could say something.. Maybe I could ask him what he were doing in the galleria..
'Hey what were you doing in there..? I don't see anything that you might've bought..!' Nooo... That sounds weird and it would be worse if he actually did buy something.. What abou-
"(Y/N), which way is the right way? Right or left?" Nagito says and points to the different directions.
"I usually walk the left way, it's much faster."
"Ok, thank you!"
Both of us started walking into the left direction.
I kinda feel cold.. Its well.. Always cold when its raining, I wish I bought my mittens with me..
I look down at my cold hands, they're red.
"Oh, your hands must be cold." Nagito says as he notices it and immediately grabs both of them with one hand.
He has such warm hands..
I don't think anyone has been so nice to me really.
I want to give something to him as a thank you.
"K-Komaeda.." I whisper, hoping that he couldn't hear me.
"Huh?" He says with a confused voice.
AH! FUCK! HE HEARD ME!
PLAN B
PLAN B
P L A N B!!!!!
"Were here now, this is my house"
I am so lucky that we are finally here! Thank god!
"Oh, well then goodbye (Y/N).. I enjoyed this time with you, I am truly lucky to have met you!" He says with a smile but also with a little creepy feeling to it.
But I didn't care
"Wait, Komaeda...!"
Because I did the impossible thing
"What is it, (Y/N)?"
FIVIJ G YOLO
That I never thought I'd ever do;
I kissed him without thinking twice or trice that I usually do.
Of course both of us were red as tomatoes.
Now what do I say?
"U-Uh thank you for walking me home.. Calming me down.. Uh warming my hands with yours.." I say as i try to stay calm.
"W-Well no problem..! I couldn't just leave you there could I...? Heheh..."
...
"Wanna meet again sometime..?"
"of course! What about tomorrow! No one has ever asked me that!" He says with a happy and excited tone.

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A/N note:
Boy, sorry if this sucked. I'm not the best author really. I just wanted a one shot for those who are as (extremely XXL extreme lowkey social anxiety) shy as me, but also for those who just wants a cute one shot with someone who's shy.

Thank you for reading!