Welcome Back... -Austin Mahone fan fiction

Chapter 3.

*****Justice's POV****

DING DONG

"I'll get it." I said and stood up from the couch. It was just me and Austin because Zach and Alex went to the store to get Mountain Dew and Skittles because my mom hates buying it. 

I walked to the door and saw Austin handing money to the pizza guy. I stopped and sighed, he always did this when we were dating.

"Could you grab a box Justi? I mean Justice." He used to call me Justi when we were dating. I nodded. 

"Sorry, force of habit." Austin told me and I nodded. I went to the door and grabbed a box of pizza. It smelt so flipping good. I closed the door after thanking the man and I walked into the kitchen.

"Why did you pay? I said I would." I said to Austin as I sat the box on the counter. 

"You know I don't like when you pay." He said moving over to me. "Can I ask you a question?" Austin said standing in front of me. I nodded and swallowed my saliva. It was difficult because he made it hard to breath by how close he was. "Do you miss us? How we used to be?" He asked putting his hands on my hips. "Because I know I do." He said pressing my body to his. I coughed because mt mouth was so dry and Austin laughed a bit.

"Austin, get off of me. Please." I said and he looked taken. His grip got tighter on me. "Austin. Please." I said looking him in the eyes and my voice cracked in the process. My eyes started to burn and I felt a tear escape my eye and he finally let go. 

"And to answer your question, I do--" I was cut of by Zach laughing really loud. "I'll be right back." I said and covered my face and ran up the stairs.

"Justice? What's wrong?" Alex asked me as I ran past them. I looked at him and cried harder. I just kept making my way upstairs. I found the bathroom and walked in there then locked the door once I closed it. I looked in the mirror.

"Of course I miss you." I whispered to myself and I reached in the door for the thing I promised to never go back to. "I'm sorry Ash." I whispered to myself and grabbed the razor from the drawer and lifted up my sleeve. I looked at myself in the mirror once more then put the razor to wrist. I took in a deep breath and was about to slit my wrist but there was a knock at the door.

"Justice. Please open the door. It's Zach." He spoke through the door. I moved the blade away from my wrist.

"Zach?" I said "Hmm?" He hummed as to say continue. "I really need you right now. I need to tell you something." I said.

"Open the door and you can tell me in there." He said and I put the blade in my hand and put it behind my back. I unlocked the door and opened. My cheeks were stained from tears. 

"What's wrong Justice?" He asked and I moved my hand to the front of me. I opened my hand and he looked down and saw the razor. He looked at me. I started crying. 

"Oh Justice. Come here." He said opening his arms for me to walk into. 

"I didn't do it. I almost did but you stopped me." I said crying into his chest.

"Good. Shhh. Don't cry. I'm here now." He whispered and it calmed me down a bit. I took a deep breath and pulled away from Zach.

"Justice. Why? Why did you consider it?" He asked as I turned around to put the razor back. He stopped me by grabbing it out of my hand and taking it. "I'm throwing it out. Now answer my question." He spoke. I nodded.

"He, he just makes me feel so vulnerable. He makes me feel so worthless because he treated me like shit but I want him back so fucking bad. I miss him but can't admit it." I said and he nodded.