Dear N...

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Dear N,

Out of the six guys on this list, you were the most short-lived, but perhaps one of the biggest infatuations. This was before you started dating A, summer before seventh grade.

I was in L.A with my family and you and B were visiting a friend who had moved away. We ran into each other on the pier and my mom was talking to the girl and I never forget how sweet you were to me. You were always playboy, stuck up, probably STD filled N before. But you asked me how my trip was and what I had been up to. We talked for a while and then rode the ferris wheel with B because you invited me.

I liked you for a few weeks after that but then A came into our school at the beginning of seventh grade. You dated for two years, she was the first girl to get you to settle down. I got over you quickly because I realized how little I actually feel for you.

We remained close friends after that and hung out a lot. You wreathe first person to send me a birthday snapchat because we are birthday buddies. We joked around and laughed and it was fun to be with you. You would buy me coffee from Starbucks and you came to my birthday party.

I figured we were better as friends and I moved on fast. You do and sell drugs now and that sucks. I had hopped for more from you. You had so much potential and you still do. I really do hope everything works out for you in the end because you deserve it.

Yours Truly,

Lynn

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