Dear JE,
When I sat down to write this, I was most excited for you. You were someone I truly and deeply cared for you, on another level than a crush. You were one of my best friends and had no filter with me. You would take my phone and send embarrassing things to my friends and we would laugh. You would always had my back. You were the only one I thought maybe liked me back.
When I heard you were moving at the end of seventh grade, I was crushed. You were moving close by someone I knew which was nice, but I knew we wouldn't see each other often. You asked to meet the girl I knew up there cause you thought she was hot and I instantly got jealous, but didn't let it show.
You moved, but we kept in contact. I thought so hard about telling you how I felt before you left but I chickened out.
Then one weekend at the end of freshman year when were 15, you came to visit ad I met you at the park with some other friends. You hugged me and spun me around and we took tons of selfies. We started wrestling because you took my phone and it ended with being pinned under you. N looked at us weird and said, "Public sex is not cool bro" You rolled off of me and I burst out laughing. You pulled me onto your shoulder and said, "Please, I'd make it special for this one". I giggled and we kept enjoying and talking. Later, you left our friends because I had to go and you wanted to walk me home. Your arm was around me the whole time and you kissed my cheek at the door. We hugged and I even shed a tear. That was the last time I saw you.
I miss you like high hell. You still like my Instagram pictures and comment every once in a while so I don't think you've forgotten me. You have a girlfriend now and it makes me sad sometimes, but I want you to be happy. You are one of the best people I know and I never want that to change. I wish you all the best and I hope we get back into contact sometime.
Love,
Lynn
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To All The Boys I've Loved Before (My Edition)
ChickLitThis is six letters to the boys I have fallen hard for in my lifetime (so far). It's inspired by the book 'To All The Boys I've Loved Before' by Jenny Han. I did this because I felt like it and I wanted to wrap up everything from the most recent ten...
