The Hidden Truth •Raura•

Chapter 12

Laura pov

Me and Ross went downstairs and ate breakfast we made together. We giggled together and played around like little kids. But for some odd reason, we stopped and Ross went to go check up on his phone and he frowned. I looked away thinking something bad just happened. i sat on the couch and waited til he returned. He came and sat next to me.

"What's wrong?" I asked

He looked at me with so much emotion. "I'm going to have to make a choice." He says.

"What do you mean, Ross?" I asked feeling a pit in my stomach.

"My career or you?" He says. I don't want to be a selfish girlfriend, I made the choice easier.

I let out a deep sign. "I think we need to do whats best and break up. Whats the point of being together if you managers don't even like me. Your career, R5 has to continue." I say even though it was hard to get out.

He looks at me sadly. "But that means i have to get together with Courtney. I don't want to hurt you."

I wipe some tears away. "Your not. Just do what you want. I will be fine. I'd rather live with the hate on the internet, then by your managers and Courtney."I say taking a deep breathe.

He growls then grabs the back of my neck and pulled me closed to his face. "We are breaking up in 20 more minutes." He says harshly and smashed our lips together. so basically we made out intensely.

As we made out, full of love and lust, tears filled my eyes as I thought about everything we did together, how we talked about never breaking up, our future. I cried. And he pulled away breathtaking. I sobbed wrapping my arms around his neck and hugged him as tightly as I could. He hugged back. I buried my head into his neck, so heartbroken, and sadly.

Then there was a knock on the door. It was loudly and harsh. I pulled away looking down the whole time. Then went to the door. I quickly walked to the door and opened it.

"Were here for Ross." I look up and it was his managers. I nod wiping my tears away. I step aside as Ross walked over to the door, he looked at me, I looked at him with so much emotion. I nod.

"O-kay." I say. "I hope you and Cour-tney have a nice relationship..." I say and stepped behind my door waiting for him to say something.

"Our 'fake' relationship isn't going to be better than the one I had with you." He says. He's making it so hard! I nod already feeling tears come.

"You got to go.." I trial off and I close the door. I look out my window and they were getting into the car shiny car and I looked around my room. Some of his clothes were here. I looked in my bathroom. I cried thinking of how we showered together. Then I went to the kitchen. I cried even more thinking of our little scene we did in here. I fell to my knees thinking. Maybe I should move on. He's not the only guy I love. Extremely love so much.

I went on twitter and decided to tweet something.

'Everyone got what they wanted. I'm okay though. . .'

Some of my fans asked me what's wrong. Lots of the Rourtney shippers just hated and hated. Ross taught me not to listen. That's when fans blew up my phone saying raura. And Ross commented.

I checked and he said 'your not okay. Neither am i.'

I deeply exhale. Don't waste your tears laura. But I can't help it. I stood up and looked at myself in the mirror. My roots are growing out of my hair. It looks gross. I'm breaking out so bad. I signed. I opened my cabinet and took out a box of gray hair dye. Time to re dye my hair.