The Hidden Truth •Raura•

Chapter 27

Nobody's pov

It's been two days and Ross can't forgive himself for what he did. He's been in his room, blasting music. He was just a mess. He hasn't showered. Changed out of his clothes. His stared at the pictures he printed from his camera. He stared at them as he broke down in tears. He tried to attempt suicide. But he couldn't leave his family. Courtney tried to reach out to him but he told her to 'fuck off'.

'Mama take this badge from me
I can't use it anymore
It's getting dark too dark to see
Feels like I'm knockin' on heaven's door'

The song played as Ross cried. He was crying? Yes. He lost her.

For laura..Calum began to go to Lauras house to comfort her. He's been telling her it's going to be okay. Laura cried less then Ross did. That's because Ross, truly, madly, and utterly loved Laura to the bottom of his heart.

"Laura. I know Ross really loves you. I know for sure. Hes been worst then you. He haven't ate, haven't showered, changed out of his clothes, get out off his room, and worst..he won't stop crying. Rydel told me that all she hears all night is his music blasting and his sobs." He told her truly.

Laura looked down the whole time. "It's not my fault we broke up. It's his, and his to fix." Laura said.

"Do you still love him?" He asked her.

"Yes." She replied. "He's my rossy. Will always be my rossy.."

"Here. Look at what he sent me. It may be long but I found it so fucking sweet." Calum showed her a text Ross sent him. It read.

'She can't start over with someone else. Because he will buy her food expecting her to eat it, not knowing she's way to picky. He won't appreciate the way she mumbles, he will just ask her to speak up. He'll see the many knots in her hair and think my god that's messy, but I think my god she's perfect....he'll notice that she wears the same t-shirt over and over and probably pick on her for it, but I love it. I love her smell. I love her. I don't want his lips where mine used to be. I don't him to hear her good singing, that I completely adore so much. I don't want him seeing her at 8am, when she's all natural and bright eyes, and bushy hair. He won't know where her scars came from, or why she flinches everytime someone moves towards her. I don't want him to notice the way shes always smiling, even when she wants to break down. I don't want him wiping the food off the corners of her mouth everyone they go out to eat. I know I messed up, and I don't treat her how I'm supposed to, but I can't see her move on and let someone else treat her better, I can't let anyone know her the way I do. That's my girl, and that's my person. <3. '

Laura was in tears when she finished that paragraph. Ross truly loved her.

Ross looked at his phone and texted laura. He thought and thought and finally came to an awful conclusion. He ended up with a blade in his hand.

'Tell me you don't love me anymore and I'll leave. Out of your life. Out of my families. I love you.'

He hit send. He put his phone on his desk. He sat on his bed. A picture with Laura in his hand, a slide the sharp blade across his arm. He began to cry,

"This is my fault!" He shouted.

Laura knew that text was a sign. She got up and ran to her car. She fastly drove to ross' house. She dashed into the house, not caring and up into his room.

"Ross!" She yelled but the door was locked.

"This is my fault!" She heard him yell. She managed to get the door open and she stopped in her tracks. Her eyes brushed out tears as she saw his arm bloody, a picture of her in his hand. Him crying hardly.

"Ross..." she chocked out. Ross looked at her. His eyes puffy, red, he's crying.

"I-Im-I'm sorr-y!" He stutterly said.

She ran to his side and wrapped his arm with a shirt. Ross stared at her, she never looked any beautiful. "What we're you thinking?" Laura asked him.

"Do you still love me?" He asked her. He knew she wanted to cry.

"Yes. I still love you. I always will." She answered.

Ross' heart lightens up. He moves his hair to the side. He sniffs. "I'm sorry..." he starts.

Laura shook her head. "What happened that night? Tell me the turth.."

"I don't really remember anything..but all I remember was you asking for my car keys to get something out of the car and once you left someone grabbed my arm and pulled me into the bathroom. She started putting lipstick on me...and we walk out and I stare at her if she was crazy..and she was...then next thing you know...you b-broke up with me...." Ross said truthly.

Laura felt stupid. She didn't even hear his story..she broke her own heart, by breaking up with her love..ross.

"Ross..please take a shower. You legitimately stink." Laura says pulling ross on his feet and pulled him in his bathroom. She began to undress him and turned the water on medium. Ross stepped into the bath tub and sat down. Laura rinsed him and washed his hair as he only looked down, relaxing only at her touch. She soaped his hair and ran her hands to wash his body.

"Can we start over..?" Ross asked Laura. His voice wasn't right. His sad, and emotion was written all over voice. "I get it if you don't want to, I messed up, I know I did. I lost you. I lost myself." He says.

Laura loved ross, she never wanted to lose him. He meant so much to her.. "yeah. We can ross." She exclaimed.

Ross' heart filled with so much love. He looked up at Laura and touched her hand. That's when Laura kissed Ross so softly.

'Nothing will tear us apart...'

-End-

This chapter sucked. But it's whatever. 😂❤