Through His Eyes/ In Her Eyes (KISSWARD)

Never Let You Go

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Kisses' Pov

Marco, Vivoree and I are nominated for the week.

I have no idea who will get out now of the house next. Is destiny playing with the three of us?

As a advance farewell to whoever will leave, Big Brother asked us make a way to say goodbye to each of the housemates.

I just decided to make a letter and read it in from of them privately.

I talked to ate May, Yong, Christian and told them that I was so grateful that I became close and friends with them. I would never forget them and I'll see you when we meet outside. Telling them how wonderful they really are.

The last three housemate made me uneasy. I'm getting nervous as in.

Vivoree. I talked to her inside the ladies room. I told her that I'm sorry because of what I've been acting lately. She was close to tears while urging me to tell what's the problem. Is it with her? No. I told her it was because of my feelings towards Marco. She keeps on saying sorry but actually I'm the one who should be sorry. I've been controlled by jealousy that I somehow forget it's not all about me. But now I told her it's bot her fault and that I am finally moving on. At last. I already have my heart slowly being fixed.

Next is Marco. Marco. Marco. Marco. Do I really need to do this? Well, I started by telling him thank you and sorry. Thank you because somehow he made me feel special. And sorry because I was being unreasonable on why I ignore him all the time. He told me I'm sorry too. And that whatever he did wrong, he said it was not his intention. I know it. Who can even control their own feelings? No one. I also told him that I love him. Ah no, I kinda said more like.. I like him. And he just chuckled at me not believing what I am saying. I left it that way. If ever I'm the one to go out, I'll leave it like this.

Lastly is Edward. One who became my best friend lately. The one who never fails to save me from falling. The one who teases me all the time.

"Uhmm. Edward, can I talk to you?"

"Of course Kisses." He replied smiling.

I brought him to the bedroom again.

"So I'm here to read my letter for you."

He just looks at me amused. "For?"

"Well, in case you know, I'm the one to be evicted."

"Nah, don't think like that. I know you'll be safe." He said with a soft smile.

"We might not know." I said then shrugged.
"Dear Edward..." I started reading the letter.

I looked at him and stared at his eyes for a moment. Every time I look at them I was hypnotized.

"I want you to know that you make me happy, a lot."

"Yay!" He suddenly popped up causing me to giggle at his playfulness.

"I want to say thank you so so so much. You became one of my best friends here."

"Aww. It's gonna be my pleasure." He said smiling.

"Lately, I've been so down because of what I am feeling and you just came like my superman." He grinned at that. "You constantly know when to make me smile and such. You can read my mind for just a millisecond. With you I don't feel alone."

I just stared at him. He is listening so intently.

"I'm sorry if ever there are things I made you upset about. I never imagined that you will be this close and attached to me. Well, actually I just wished at the start but I never knew it would happen. And wow. You are amazing."

"Go on Kisses. I love you remember that. No one can hate Kisses. You're too good to be true."

There! He's giving me his killer smile! He constantly tells me I love you. But I know it was just a friendly act. But something inside me it's not just that. The way he cares for me. This feeling again.

"You taught me how to be strong and showed me not to find my value on anyone else. I was grateful for that than you could ever imagine. I hope our friendship won't be cut after this because the truth is that I don't want to lost a friend a rare friend like you. I want this friendship to last. Thank you for being you and for treating me like I am worth someone's attention. Whomever who will got your heart in the future will surely be so lucky for having you. You are one of the best and perfect guy I've ever met. I hope you won't change Ed. And remember that if you need someone to lean on I'll be right here. I love you and I'll be missing you. Love Kisses."

I just stared at him and he was halfway to tears. "Come here Kisses." He stood up and open his arms for me to take.

I gladly went into his arms and he held me so tight like he'll gonna lose me.
"Thank you Kisses. To tell you, I won't be getting tired at all as long as it will bring you laughter and smiles. I love you. And yeah this friendship will last longer than we can imagine. I'll make sure of that." He whispered to me and that was just what I needed to make my knees go weak.

We stayed like that for minutes. He inhaled my scent and me hugging him so tight with the soft music playing.

"Can I dance with you?" He asked while hugging me.

"Of course Ed." I said then we silently swayed to the music with no noises nothing but out heartbeats.