Illegal Love (Student/Teacher Relationship)

Chapter 6 *Edited* :

I woke up not really in the best mood, I was dead tired. I didn't get any sleep last night. I tossed & turned & didn't fall asleep until 3:49 in the morning. Yeah, I keep track of time.

Anyways, after I came home from school, I was exhausted & confused. I mean, Mr. Roberts & I were about to kiss. Did I want to? Ugh, I had to wait until my mom got off work to talk to her which wasn't until 11:30 and when she did I told her everything. From the first day of school to what happened yesterday. I tell my mom everything. Plus she's not really a 'normal' mom. She acts like a total teenager, but also a mom when she needs to be. But last night, she was in teenager mode & a little bit of mom. In the middle of me telling her everything, I would hear 'OMG!' & her squeals of shock. Though, she did get mad at me when I mentioned the taking back & attitude part. She was in shock when I told her about the alley story & the Josh thing. But yeah, I depend on her for everything. Ever since my father left we've kind of just depended on each other.

Well, I had to literally drag myself out of bed & to my drawers. I grabbed a matching pair of white laced bras & underwear before waking to my closet & grabbing my outfit. Setting the clothes in my bed before undressing & walking towards the bathroom to shower. After i was done, I quickly dried myself off, dressed into my clothes and applied my usually amount fo makeup.

Taking a look in the mirror, I nodded, satisfied with my look. I was wearing and oversized white tank top tucked into my maroon shirts that had cute designs on them, an oversized cardigan that reached my knees and white converse. My hair was straightened & braided into a waterfall braid. (Outfit up on top.)

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Mr. Roberts POV

The whole day I couldn't get Neveah out of my head. She's just so...fascinating. The way she sticks up for herself, her bravery, courage. She's amazing, she's beautiful. She's everything I want...but can't have. Maybe I do have a crush on her. Oh god, I'm starting to sound like a teenage girl.

But yesterday was interesting, and it would have been better if she hadn't pulled away. Am I saying I wanted to kiss her? I must be going crazy. I can't fall for my student, it's wrong. But feels so right.

The day went by so fast It was now last period. I can't help feel kind of...excited? I push that thought out of my head and soon enough the bell rang and student flooded my classroom. All except Neveah. Where is she? I have to talk to her about yesterday. Should I admit how I feel towards her? Would she feel the same way? Do I even feel anything for her??? So many questions just roaming my head, I didnt even notice that ive been standing staring at the floor until one student called my name .

"Uh, Mr. Roberts?" I looked up to see the student who called me .

"Yes Miss .... " I trailed off not really knowing her name.

"Just call me Vanessa," she said batting her lashes in a flirty way & slightly leaning over to show a little more...chest cleavage. What is up with teenage girls now a days, no self respect.

"I dont call students by there first name Ms. Johnson," I said sternly.

She rolled her eyes before speaking.

"Are you okay, you seem a little..distracted. I can help you if you'd like. You know like after school or something." she said trying to sound seductive. What is it with girls now a day dressing like whores & plastering their face with so much make up. Its not even attractive .

I was just ganna reply when I heard the door of the classroom shut and an angelic voice speak.

" Vanessa, stop trying. I bet he doesnt even go for sluts like you," Neveah said, not attempting to hide her look of disgust.

I looked over at her & my mouth parted open slightly. She looked gorgeous. No, I cant even find the right words to describe how beautiful she looked. Her big brown eyes look even brighter. Her long slim legs look amazing and her hair falls perfectly around her face. I need to stop, I've never been this attracted to someone. I don't even know the girl and She's all I can think about. This is the kind of stuff you read in books and see in movies, but the only difference is this is wrong and it's illegal.

"Whatever, he wouldn't want you either, just like your father." Vanessa replied.

I looked at Neveah and see the hurt in her face and her eyes start to swell up. She quickly composed herself and Began making her way to her desk.

"Vanessa, be quiet that's detention this weekend & Neveah, see me after class please." I told her.

She didn't even look up at me. She just nodded & went to the back of the room. As soon as she sat down, she plugged in her earphones & put her head down.

Neveah POV

I put my head down & silently prayed he wouldn't call me today during class. He told me to see him after class, should I? It's only a matter of time before we need to talk about it. Or I could always run out & blend in with the other students. Yeah, I could do that.

After what seemed like ages, school finally ended & I rushed to gather my things & go with the students. I was almost out, until I heard my name be called. His voice made me shiver and my stomach turn. Shit.

I slowly turned around & mumbled a 'yes? '

"You didn't think you could get away from me that easily did you?" he replied with a smirk walking closer.

Yes "I hoped so," I mumbled to myself hoping he didn't hear.

He looked down to the floor, before looking up with a serious look on his face.

"Look, about what happened yesterday, I'm sorry I shouldn't have done that. Even though we didn't exactly do anything I'm sorry for even trying. I just... I don't know what happened. I just couldn't control myself, I wanted to kiss you so bad. Something about you attracts me and makes me want to get to know you more, and I keep telling myself that it's wrong & I can't feel that way towards my student, that I can't kiss her, that I shouldn't.You are so beautiful, gorgeous even. I know I've only known you for such a short amount of time, and then then I barley even know you at all. But I want to, and I want to see where things go. I am fascinated by you."  he finished out of breath .

I just looked at him, my mouth slightly parted. He likes me? He feels the same for me? No Neveah. Even if you like him and he likes you, it's wrong. It's just attraction that's it nothing more.

"I-I uhh, Mr. Rob- " I was cut off with a pair of soft lips smashing into mine. I felt tingles & butterflies in my stomach. Is this normal?

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Cliffhanger ! I hate those to . :b Ive always wanted to try it though . Well there's Chapter six ! Sorry if it's a little short , I felt bad for just leaving you guys like that so I wanted to update as soon as possible . except I didn't really have an idea for this one . If you have any ideas for the next chapter please comment.