Introspection

Chapter 2

                                                                                     Jared's POV

I walked into the party seeing a whole lot of ass shaking, just how I like it. Trey started walking towards the kitchen & I wasn't too far behind because I know that's where the liquor was.

As I walked in I saw Trey walk to Bianca, and right next to her ghetto ass was Z. I licked my lips and eyed her body down, she must be trying to get took through there with them little ass shorts on.

"Hey Pooh" she said as she walked up to me, i gave her a hug and from the smell of it she already had been drinking. I asked her if it was time for another shot already and she smiled and shook her head. "Nah, I gotta drive. But you can take one"

I smirked and grabbed a lime and a shot glass. "Can I take it off of you?" She laughed and then slowly stopped when she realized I was dead serious. "Yes or no?" She bit her lip then nodded her head yes, so I squeezed the lime on her titties and licked it off.

She looked a little nervous so I kissed her lips then took the shot. She will definitely be in my bed by the end of the night if she don't stop playing.

I looked around the room scoping shit out as usual and I see this weird ass nigga Dashawn posted on the couch, watching me and Z. "Aye, wassup with yo friend? He be acting like he yo nigga or sum, be mean muggin' a nigga like he gon do me some"

"He's just looking out for me that's all, he knows what I've been through and he don't wanna see me hurt again, but he don't need to worry about what we got going on, cuz imma do me regardless. " She looked his way then took my hand and walked me out to the backyard where it's bitches swimming in the pool with no tops on, this my type of party fs.

I smirked and sat on the patio couch pulling her down on my lap, "You gon do you regardless? So what that mean cuz I'm tryna be on that with you."

She laughed and looked at me, "And what you tryna be on? Because
I don't know what that means, you gotta be direct when you talking to me."

"If it ain't directed it ain't respected head ass girl." She laughed, I pulled a blunt out of my pocket and handed it to her to light. "I'm tryna see what that pussy hitting like I know that ass gon look extra fat throwing it back on me." I bit my lip and she hit the blunt and put her lips against mine blowing the smoke in my mouth.

"Dashawn if you think you finna just fuck me, then you got another thing coming. I heard about you 'Mr.Never Hit It Twice' , ain't that what they call you?" She laughed and watched me smoke.

She had to have heard that from one of my niggas because how the fuck she know what we be talking about?

                                                                              Zanae's POV

He looked at me startled like I wasn't supposed to know that's how he get down. These niggas talk and so do these hoes and I'm not no gullible ass bitch as he thinks. I'm playing the part just like him, little do he know I'm really like that. 💪The difference with me is my niggas don't run they mouth they know wassup with me.

"Who told you that? You can't believe everything you hear these niggas be capping." I smacked my lips and noticed Bianca walking up to me.

"Bitch you out here sitting on niggas laps and shit and we supposed to be getting drunk, get the fuck up and let's take a shot." She snapped her fingers and I laughed and followed her inside the house leaving him sitting there looking dumbfounded. A Nigga could never play me for a fool after what I been through.

I looked at Bianca pour me a big ass shot and handed one to me and Dashawn. He looked at me like he was not about to take that shit and I just started laughing. One thing he gon do is have a wood on him at all times, he is not a drinker. 9/10 He gon be driving us home tonight if I take too many shots.

Me and my bitch tapped our shots on the table and knocked em down like it was water, I can definitely tell she gon be on one tonight. I just hope she behaves because her ass get to asking bitches what they looking at when she get too much alcohol in her system and I don't have time to be beating bitches up tonight.

We ended up in the middle of the room dancing, Bibi's ass must've took a couple shots while I was outside cuz her ass got on the floor and started twerking and shit. My bitch do got an ass on her and she be moving that mf, but she's definitely the more wild one while me on the other hand is the hype girl. Imma hype my friend up, smack and rub a little ass while she twerking on me. Don't get me wrong, I can shake my ass and do all the extras too but I just feel like that's for my nigga or when I'm just with all my bitches and we having a girls night or something, there's a time and place for everything. But I love my friend for who she is, she been through a lot and alcohol and partying is definitely an escape from her reality, so I let her do her and I just take care of her afterwards to make sure she don't make a fool out of herself.

I felt a tap on my shoulder and it was Dashawn asking me to come talk to him for a little bit. We head over to the couch where I can still keep eyes on Bibi's crazy ass and let her have fun. He already had a wood sparked so he passed it to me and I relaxed on the couch. Those two shots kicking my ass.

                                                                        Dashawn's POV

"I told you to stop drinking like that, you know you a lightweight, I left that big ass shot on the counter and that bitch Bianca took it with her crazy ass. I don't see how you hang out with her she's the total opposite from you." I said, shaking my head, grabbing the wood out of her hands.

"I know that's why I love her. She brings out the fun side out of me, makes me do things I wouldn't normally do and I need someone like that in my life. You know if it wasn't for her I'd be a homebody ass bitch staying at home 24/7 taking care of my daughter. But I'm young and as long as my daughter is taken care of then I should still be able to enjoy my years that's supposed to be fun."

I looked at her and could tell that alcohol kicking in, she starts to vent and shit when she get drunk, which I don't mind, that's my bestfriend. But I do feel like ever since she started hanging out with Bianca she has been trying to be someone she's not. She know damn well she'd rather be at home with my god-daughter than be here with all this loud ass shit. But Bianca love dragging her out the house wherever she goes and me personally, I don't like her, that's why I'm always popping up whenever they go somewhere, especially if it's a party.

"I understand that, you still wanna enjoy your younger years but this is not even yo type of scene, you don't even like parties. You wanna go travel and find new food places and shit with yo greedy ass." She laughed at me because she knows I'm right.

I scoped the room and didn't see Bianca ass dancing acting a fool no more. "Where yo friend at? You know you gotta babysit her ass and I don't see her out there no more." As much as

I don't like her, she do be getting real drunk and I wouldn't want anything happening to either one of them.

Z ass hopped up off the couch like she lost her kid or something, I stood up and followed her, walking out to the backyard. "Where is this bitch I don't have time to be looking for her all fucking night." We didn't see her in the backyard so we headed back inside not seeing her in the kitchen by the alcohol either.