Two Ships - A Louis Tomlinson fanfiction (DISCONTINUED)

Chapter 5

A/N : this chapter has self harm in it , please don't be disgusted, u have been warned ;)

I turned the key into the house , I turned the knob till a familiar click was heard.

"Mmft! Mmft!"

" You bitch! *slaps* where is my money? Huh ? Where ? "

He ripped the duct tape off and an ear piercing scream was heard. I stood there, rooted to the ground , I didnt know what to do.

His head turned to me.

"Tell no one , or she gets it "

I nodded slowly and went to my room, without questioning anything.

I locked the door and stared at the phone. Should I ?

I gripped on the phone, I hesitated.

"911, what's you're emergency?"

" I , uh.."

" Hello? Miss ? What's you're emergency?"

Click

I hung up. I didn't think I got the guts to do it.

I put the phone down.

I couldn't stand the world , I opened my drawer , the one I promised to never open.

My dear friend , my faithful blade.

I plugged in my phone into the speaker and blasted "Gives you hell" and cry within the song. My sobs drowning together with the song.

I grabbed the blade and place at my wrists. Time to end everything.

Time to end the pain , my sorrow and save my tears , no more crying.

I slit both of my wrists real good and felt the pain rushed in.

"ooh yeah, there, that's it , the pain , it feels so goooood..."

I grabbed on the window sill to hold my balance.

" yeah , everything is gonna fade .. Charlie... I will be seeing you soon.."

I collapsed on the floor . My hands and arms still gushed blood , my carpet stained the colour of crimson and the wetness of my tears.

"goodbye mum , goodbye dad, goodbye.. cruel world..."

I am now experiencing the ecstasy of the depths of the world.

I will soon know the beatitude of the afterworld.

I am no longer breathing. I am about to enter a higher state of consciousness.

Paradise.....

-~-

Beep beeep beep

I blinked a couple of times then I noticed I was lying on the hospital bed.

"heyy, this isn't paradise. "

"ha ha ! You're funny kid"

"where am I ? I am supposed to be in paradise!" I slammed my hands on the bed. The slight contact with the bed made me flinched as I remembered the cuts.

"yeah , you're very lucky kid. If it weren't for your neighbor , you'd be dead! "

"aww damnit ! "

" oh here is he now."

" H-Hi Diana"

" Oh , it's just you, hi Joey , thanks for 'saving' me "

I rolled my eyes , ugh , why Joey ? Why him?

" I , Um.. Saw you fainting and - and I thought you were in trouble.."

All did was rolled my eyes , I was so close to paradise and he had to rescue me.

" thanks anyway" I mumbled , couldn't I been saved by pronce charming ? Or maybe Lou- wait , no .

" we will be transferring some blood into your system again due p your cuts , and hey , no more cutting . You hear? You are to be dismissed from school for a week and any sports dealing with hands till they are recovered"

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A/N : I know it's been a while , sorry , so um , the more reads and comments and votes the faster I upload , I owe u guys so I will post one tomorrow ;)

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