Two Ships - A Louis Tomlinson fanfiction (DISCONTINUED)

Chapter 6

A/N : well sorry that I promised to upload "yesterday" which did not happen .. So sorry anyway , please enjoy this one ;)

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A week had gone by and I was discharged the night before school, my mom picked me up and I'm not surprised to see new bruises on her arm and thighs.

I stared at my wrists, it was so obvious that I cut myself, I better find a way to conceal this from Lou, I didn't want him to worry , the fact that I didn't go to school go for a week now has probably got worried sick , I doubt it though.

I pushed the hospital doors out , making sure my wrists don't touch the handle , I walked to the car with my mom .

The entire ride was silent , no one spoke, I decided to break the ice.

"so mom, how is dad?"

"hmm..? Dad? Yeah he is ok " her voice muffled and her tears were at the rim of her eyes.

"mom , you know you could just tell me , please tell me the truth "

"your father had been up the wall lately and me not having a job ain't gonna make it easier, and your medical bill, gosh Diana , did you not see this through? You could have told me if something was up"

"you know, they way you sound , explains you a WHOLE lot , I've been eying the phone the entire time to help you , it's just that I don't have the guts, I am trying SO HARD to be the daughter YOU WANT ME TO BE, and what KIND of family is this huh? Is it my fault we have a financial crisis? Is it MY fault that dad is like this? Is it MY FAULT THAT CHARLIE FUCKING DIED? MOM FOR GODS SAKE IT'S NOT MY FAULT, but I'm not blaming you either, I know you too strive to be a good mom but why did you even marry dad? This question has lingered in my mind for the entire time since you guys started fighting. Why mom? Why did you marry dad?"

"I... I... I'm so sorry Diana , as a mom , I failed horribly at parenting !" she cried as she pulled the car over to the side " I married you dad then, I was a foolish slut , a whore or any of those horrible things, I failed you , I failed Charlie, I failed everybody. You know what , just get out of the car , here have some money , call yourself a cab to go home , I'm - I'm just gonna go somewhere. "

"where- where are you going to go..?"

"somewhere , now go home, okay? Make sure dad doesn't see you"

I took the money and got in a cab and did exactly as I was told.

Upon reaching the house , I pass the money to the driver and step out.

Home sweet home , huh.

I walked in and crept into my room and just jumped on bed and sleep.

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I woke up to the sound of my alarm clock- Monday morning.

I did my usual routines in the morning which includes my make up , I put on my extra long sleeved sweater an a pair of black jeans. I tied my hair up and took a good look in the mirror , everything is going to be fine , I repeated those words on my head to fine comfort that everything will go well.

I walked out of my room with my bag and a set of keys , I reached into the fruit bowl and grabbed an apple with me to school.

I walked out of the house , feeling confident that no one will notice my scars , especially Louis .

I walked towards a familiar bus stop and waited for the yellow bus to arrive.

I climbed in and took a seat at my usual seat , I put my bag on my lap and plugged in my earphones and listened to 'Teenagers' by My Chemical Romance (A/N : I love this song and you should totally check it out , but I'm not a fan of that band, I just like their music.) and looked out the window like usual.

We had a couple of stops when I felt a sinking feeling on the bus seat.

"D-Diana?"

"hmm?" I turned and saw the two familiar sea green eyes.

"Louis..."

"Diana where have you been..?"

"I - I , it's .. Nothing..."

I shrugged the question off and the blue zing faded away.

"oh, okay then..."

The bus came to a complete stop after being in the for 20 minutes.

"alright, alright , DON'T PUSH IT"

Louis got up from his seat and walked into the line of people. I followed on behind.

" 'whoops'! Sorry"

A strong pushed me forward and to hold back my balance , my wrist hit Louis' back.

I whimpered softly , but he heard me.

"are you ok Diana...?"

"um yeah ..." I tugged my sleeve to conceal the scars.

When I got down from the bus , I speed walked and was in front of him. I folded my arms so my scar won't show.

Suddenly, two strong hands , gripped onto my shoulders and spun around, his eyes meeting mine, his sense of concern melting into my eyes.

"are you sure you are ok..?"

" Yes , Louis, I'm fine..."

"please Diana , tell me what's wrong..."

"no, nothing is wrong-"

"please tell me"

"I told you it's nothing..!" I pushed him gently , trying not to hurt my hands and him.

I flinched and draw my hands back, rubbing them gently.

"somethings up Diana, tell me..."

" I - I don't want to..."

I crossed arms again after the pain subsided.

"what are you hiding from me Diana..?"

"n-nothing , I swear it's nothing ok..?" I shrugged my shoulders.

He grab hold on my arm tightly.

" Diana , why didn't you come to school for a week if it was nothing..?"

I took a deep breath and glance from side to side.

"I was just, ya know, lazy.."

"don't lie , your body language says it.

Please , the truth.."

" just- just let me go.."

I tried to pull my hand from his tight grip , when my arms slipped out of hi grasp , he held onto my wrists.

I flinched and pulled my arm to my chest, gently rubbing circles on it.

"Diana..?"

"I said nothing is wrong..!" I softly yelled at him with my back turned.

He spun again and grab on my arms.

He rolled down my sleeves only to reveal everything I've been hiding from.

"holy shi-"

RINGGGGGGG

"Theres the bell, gotta go..!"

"wanna meet up later at the library Diana..?"

"..." I thought about it, "um, ok I guess"

I rolled down my sleeves , concealing them once more. I took my books and went to home room straight away.

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