Girl, I got you [Epistolary]

-Day 34-

7:35 PM

Babaeng emo:

I love you. I still do.

Seen 7:36 PM

Babaeng emo:

I wanted to tell my someone else those words, but I can't.

Babaeng emo:

Nakita ko siya kanina sa school.

Babaeng emo:

Pakiramdam ko huminto 'yung mundo ko nang magkasalubong kami. I missed him so much. I miss him every day. Gusto ko siyang yakapin kanina.

Babaeng emo:

And I'm dying to know if he still misses me, too.

Babaeng emo:

At ang sakit kasi hindi niya ako pinansin. I'm sure he saw me! I was with my co-teacher,binati niya si Gielyn pero hindi niya ako pinansin. As if I was invisible. As if I wasn't there and as if he doesn't care about my existence.

Babaeng emo:

Dr. H, what to do? Ang sakit sa puso.

Babaeng emo:

By the way, kasama ko pala ngayon si engineer. Tatlong oras na kami magkasama pero hindi kami gaanong nag-uusap.

Babaeng emo:

Halata nga yata ang pagka-emo ko kasi he asked me if I'm okay no'ng nasa school pa kami. Tapos tinatanong niya rin ako ulit kanina-kanina.

Babaeng emo:

I am not.

Babaeng emo:

My heart hurts so so so much.

Babaeng emo:

And I can't stop it.

Seen 7:50 PM

Dr. H:

Find someone who can stop that pain.

Dr. H:

Find someone who is willing to help you heal.

Babaeng emo:

Sana gano'n kadali.

Babaeng emo:

Sana kaso hindi, e.

Babaeng emo:

And one more thing, saan naman ako makakakita ng someone na sinasabi mo?

Seen 8:12 PM

Dr. H:

Tingin ka sa harapan.

Seen 8:16 PM

Dr. H:

Who do you see?

Babaeng emo:

Si engineer. Busy rin sa phone tulad ko.

Seen 8:18 PM

Babaeng emo:

Teka, don't tell me...

Dr. H is typing...

Dr. H:

He can be that someone. :)

Dr. H:

Uwi na tayo.

8:21 PM

Dr. H:

Wrong send, sorry.

Dr. H:

But you should go home, too. Gabi na.

Dr. H:

Pahatid ka dyan sa kasama mo.

Dr. H:

I'm sure he got you.

Seen 8:25 PM

Day 35