From The Crowd (Louis Tomlinson)

Chapter 17- Its to hard

its been a couple  of hours since I went to Joe house and nothing has changed, I still fell hurt, unloved and broken. I have been crying to much that my eyes were red and I had no tears left.

I had to get home my dad’s propyl worrying about me. I went to the nearest bus stop and waiting 10 minutes until it came by.  I got home but no one was home so I headed towards the hospital to find my mum looking the same as I felt her yesterday night.

“Viv where have you been all day, I went home to check on you after collage” My dad said walking into the room.

“Sorry I went out to my friend’s house” I replied

“That’s fine but we have to tell you something”

“What is it? What’s happen to mum is she going to be okay?” I said walking closer to my dad

“Everything is fine Viv,  I have made a decision to go to china with your mother”

“What do you mean your going to china with mum”

“It was a hard decision but its best for Mum she is in bad pain, Hospitals in china could help her better”

“I understand but I can’t move now, I’m still in education and I have friends here”

“You don’t have to come with us but your brother and sister are coming. You will be home alone for month but you could visit. It’s all your decision Vivi” My Dad confirmed sitting down next to mum “I can’t loss her Vivi”

“I know dad, your making the right decisions but I think I’m going to stay here I can’t stop collage and I need to sort my life out” I said walking out the door before I stopped and turned around “When are you leaving to China”

“Tonight at midnight, we have booked the plan tickets and it’s a long plan ride”

“Tonight at midnight” I repeated

“I will come home later tonight and get all our bags” He said looking at me smiling

I walked out and ran home, It was now 8pm a. What I’m I going to do for month on my own? I thought to myself if only I was talking to Louis I could travel around with him and spend time with him. I miss him so much

I made myself some pasta for tea when I heard the door open. It was my dad coming back from the hospital to get all the bags

“Anyone here” he shouted from the front door

“I’m here dad”

“Umm I can spell real food” MU dad said walking to the kitchen

“Its only pasta, don’t get to excited”

“You get excited with any food when you have been eating hospital food for weeks, Any left for me” My dad said heading towards the pain with pasta.

We both sat there eating and talking about what was going to happen, He left some money fro me in my bank card and phone number just in case something happened.

“I better be going now, we have to leave in a hour but we get to get mum in the ambulance carefully” 

“Okay I’m going to miss you, be safe out there and look after mum” I said hugging him tight.

“I will miss you too, be good and don’t burn the house down. Love you Vivi”

“Promised I won’t, love you too” I let go and dad walked to the car with their bags and drove of.

    I woke up the next morning feeling better then yesterday, One reason because it was Saturday that’s means no collage. I went down to get breakfast when I heard my phone go off.