I wake up with a arm wrapped around my waist and I could lay here forever. Conor Stirs as I go to get up but he pulls me in closer. 'Don't go' 'Babe, I have a meeting in an hour' 'Oh ok, erm Leela I need to ask you something' 'Oh sure what's up, oh god do you wish we never..' 'No, don't think that, last night was perfect' 'Oh what's wrong then' 'I'm going back to America in a weeks time' 'Oh' 'I'll only be gone two weeks' 'Ok' I say getting up. I must have sounded sad as Conor got up and gave me a big cuddle.
'Leela, I really really like you, if I could get out of it I would, but I can't as it's my work, I hope you understand. I promise to speak to you everyday'
'It's ok babe, I understand, of course I do, I will just miss you that's all'
' I will miss you too' he says leaning in for a kiss.
Conor has to go so I get showered and dressed.
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I have so many emails to reply to. My mother wants me to meet her for dinner today. I may aswell get it over with.
Even more exciting I'm going to a studio today, I haven't told anyone because I am so frigging nervous. But it's ok, I'm excited too. Today I am going to be starting the recording of my first ever original song.
I don't even know what to feel. I'm excited and feel sick at the same time.
I get to the studio and it's been double booked and the person who had also booked in was already here before me. I have had to rebook and there is no space for 6 weeks. I feel so so down today. Conor's leaving in a week and I have nothing to focus on. What am I going to do?
