best friends .
all shapes , sizes , colors .
all seemingly amazing .
but what happens when you drift ?
when you seem to lose your closest connection to someone you held dearly to your heart ?
how insane it seems
to be able to not communicate
to hold all of your deepest
darkest
secrets
to yourself
how claustrophobic it feels
to keep so many things
hidden
inside of you
it is impossible
to not miss them
it is impossible
to not want to text them in the middle of the night
because you need someone to talk to
when you see them
wonder if they think of you
the way you think of them
but one day
you will move on
it will be hard
and there will be plenty of pain
but i promise
there is more to life
then people who are no longer in it
