hi .
my names jocelyn . i don't have depression or anxiety , but i have a lot of fears and very low confidence .
my favorite color is any shade of light blue , and my favorite tv show is The Office . i would say movie , but i can't pick one . i don't have very many close friends , but i do have a fair amount of friends . i'm 15 , 16 in four months . my mom is mexican , and my dad is colombian . i have one younger sister , and one younger brother .
i have trust issues , self confidence issues , and rejection issues . i live my life in fear of what could happen if i were honest with everyone . i live my life in fear of what people will say about me . i'm shy when you first talk to me , but the more you get to know me the more i open up to you .
i hate when people undermine me , or call me stupid or tell me i can't do a certain thing . i'll prove you wrong . i like to stand up for myself , even if there's no reason to .
i'm not special . at all .
i overthink things , i pick out things about myself i'm sure no one else notices .
i disappoint .
i give up .
